its been quite a few years i guess. a lot has gone on in my ghosting from here. forgot i even still had one or that this site was even still active. crazy. rereading the beginnings of my past of what my life is today. things id forgotten, or made myself forget. its funny and sad and hurtful all at the same time. life has taken many twists and turns ( Read more... )

for those of you who still read this, if you notice, i have erased many of my old entries... i am finally completely erasing all aspects of my past that i would like to forget about entirely... i am starting my new life entirely now... jason and i are working on getting things together, getting our daughter back, and then starting our family from ( Read more... )

ohk, to all that don't know yet, i am officially pregnant... im about 2 months along now, due in october... things are going fairly well for me, aside for the morning sickness... yuk... its terrible every day... but im managing... luv to all...

lots has been goin on lately... got the apartment n lost it... so im stuck bac at fuckin home.... bf disappeared for a few days, cheated on me, we broke up, he dated her for a bit, was still kinda with me, things got fucked up n she broke up with him, now we are back together :)... tryin to make some cash for lots of things we need n shit... not ( Read more... )

HEY GUYZ!!! long time since ive been on here huh... figured id let u all kno wats been goin on in my agenda lately... been workin a lot a lot at stop n shop deli at night... im usually always there now cuz they have me work almost EVERY night... blah... but its decent money... still workin at the dinner on weekends of corse... gettin my wisdom ( Read more... )

things have been goin very very well lately... me n jt are just dandy... this week was soooo awesome with him stayin here... he might be stayin at least once a week til we get a place of our own... hopin that will be within the next few months... he just needs his ged n a decent job, n i need another job durin the week before we kan get a place... ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ozzfest was great!!! only part that sucked was when ozzy was on cuz it just wasnt the same without adam being there.... :(... me n JT have been datin for almost a week now... his cuzins rock and his aunt n uncle are pretty cool. he was here almost all day yesterday n stayed for dinner. i won at pool, air hockey, and fuz ball. he won at chess and ( Read more... )

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