alright so here is whats going on ( Read more... )

its 3:45 a.m.
got to wake up at 7:45a.m.
I hate sleeping.
too much on my mind.

Radiohead better help me sleep.

i am an idiot.

i want to write a book.

ok so fuck being depressed and all that shit ( Read more... )

i hate change
i hate waiting
i hate marijuana
i hate depression
i hate not driving
i hate not having friends
i hate being jealous
i hate some of the things i have done
i hate what is happening to me
i hate the future
i love the past.

today chelsea graduated. it was wayy boring ( Read more... )

so i basically have no friends at school ( Read more... )

i got really bored ( Read more... )

i went home sick today.
and while i was at home i threw up 2 times...it was pizza i had for lunch. and it was grossssssss!

im pretty excited to buy a dress for chelsea's graduation. but im sad about chelsea graduating because that means she is leaving me soon. :(
and i need to get me some perscription sunglasses real soon. because i never wear my ( Read more... )