kristen\\i go crazy whenever i bleed

[frailslut]

i need my pills.
everything just hit me tonight. i'd pushed everything away for so long and now everything hurts ten times worse. i used to have those pills to comfort me. like everything was perfect when i had them.
now it's not.
all i do is push things to the back of my mind and distract myself from everything, like they told me, and it's all come

Comments

[trashandrain]

you can't push it away... it's always there :-/

it's so much easier to deal with it once & for all then deal with years & years of self torture

hah, like i'm one to talk/ever follow my own words

i wish i had some vicodin