kristen\\i go crazy whenever i bleed

[frailslut]

i need my pills.
everything just hit me tonight. i'd pushed everything away for so long and now everything hurts ten times worse. i used to have those pills to comfort me. like everything was perfect when i had them.
now it's not.
all i do is push things to the back of my mind and distract myself from everything, like they told me, and it's all come back and i think i'm going insane.
yep.
i'm going insane.
again.