i'm happy. for once in my life, i'm actually truly happy. i don't even hate anyone anymore. people who do things i don't like, they're just sad. my friends are amazing, my boyfriend never hurts me&our relationship is wonderful, my brother is so fucking sweet, my school is actually great as far as schools go. i have this renewed faith in the fact ( Read more... )

you seem like a stranger from a past that's not mine.

<3the remains of summer memories
spent so far away
free from the fear or jealousy
that plagues our lives today
now that promises were broken
enemies were made
we spend our precious time pointing fingers
trying to place the blame

i might be going to nova scotia this christmas :D. me&jeremy are currently playing tic-tac-toe on msn.

i love that kid.

<3allie

it's wednesday morningggg. BLAH. lmao. i kept saying that randomly while on the phone with him. it's a SEXY word. just say it. BLAH. yeah, that's right. anywhose. everything, except mother, is going awsum, for once in a really long time.

and i get to see him today :D. i miss him so much it hurts and that i actually cried. i'm going to make him ( Read more... )

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i miss jeremy so much. i have to find an envelope big enough to fit his stuff. i hate this distance between us. we always manage to pick up where we left off the year before, but i miss so much of his growing up. & he never misses a thing, which scares me.  he asked me what happened to my arm, with such sweet concern. i told him it was a cat. but ( Read more... )

a story from my english class. it's not nearly finished.

"Why are you listening to him??" he rages, waving the papers around that contain her hurt&pain. "None of this is true and you know ( Read more... )

when your hands lock&they fit perfectly.when your lips collide&the rest of the world fades away.when he drives you out of your mind with his dancing but you just want to grab him&hold him. when he cuddles with you&you fall asleep cause you feel so safe.when you sing loudly in front of him cause you know he thinks the world of you no matter how ( Read more... )

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