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it's wednesday morningggg. BLAH. lmao. i kept saying that randomly while on the phone with him. it's a SEXY word. just say it. BLAH. yeah, that's right. anywhose. everything, except mother, is going awsum, for once in a really long time.
and i get to see him today :D. i miss him so much it hurts and that i actually cried. i'm going to make him move in with me. only... 9 months? before i can sleepover. damn. better then never i guess. we're going to pick out his tattoo. hopefully we can convince his mother to change her mind about the other way. when he called me sad, it broke my heart. i hate that he's dissapointed. that boy deserves all the happiness in the world. i wish i could give it to him.
i miss kevin. this is getting really stupid. HE'S the one who broke up with me, and now he refuses to talk to me. he was my friend for over a year. i hate losing friends that were actually really good friends. i wish i could fix whatever he's mad about, but i can't. i don't even know what he wants anymore. so i guess he's just somebody else i've lost. i think he's moving or moved on, so hopefully that'll help with his non-talkingness.
my room needs major cleaning. i'm too lazyyyyyyy this morning to clean it. and my hair needs blow drying. mmmmmmmmmmm nutella.
ben - he's looking at your bam bams! lmao. never wearing that shirt to media studies again.
+ so much reminds me of you&i miss your smile +
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