well whats new with me???umm nothing.im either working or hanging out with ed when i can.i know me working has brought us closer.its funnie kinda.i mean b4 me and ed were close but not with me working we are closer then ever.i think we have not been this close since we started going out.he tells me that he misses me more.i know that i miss him more ( Read more... )

well ive been busy.the only thing i am doing right now is working and when i am not working i am hanging out with edward.while i am working at five guys, i am looking for another job. i mean i like working at five guys it just that place is not my thing. i cant really take it anymore.i cant take how things are there. i dont really like it.it just ( Read more... )

well let see here.i got a job.i had orientation wednesday nite i got paid for that. i worked thursday and friday.friday was really really busy.thursday i worked 4 till close but did not get out till 1130 thursday nite. friday i worked 4-830.i had off yesterday,today and tomorrow. this week i work alot. i work tues i work 10-4 wed 430-close friday 5 ( Read more... )

i got the job!!!had a interview on wednesday and i got hired on wednesday.
so be making money now and i will have some money.which is good.smiles.

tomorrow is going to be busy day.my grandpa is having surgery tomorrow morning but i am staying home though because i have a interview tomorrow.yah yah!!go me.not going to say where till i know for sure that i got the job ( Read more... )

*remember september 11 2001.the day that no one will ever forget*

undiscovered27 thank u for the new header..thanx..

well anyways..

havent updated for a loong time.well i dyed my hair back to normal.its dark brown.so i am happy.hehe..just been hanging out with ed when i can.he start college beginning of this month so he has classes on tuesdays and thursdays so ( Read more... )

i finally got my haircut.its a lil past my shoulders a bit and i have side bangs too..so far everyone likes my hair..yah yah!!now i only need to dye my hair back to brown..bc ya know brunettes are more better..lol..but yeah i like my new haircut...

tomorrow (well it is already tomorrow but ya know what i mean)i am going to spend the whole day with ( Read more... )

i found out tonite who my true friends are..

so i guess the only real friend i have right now is edward..

o well..its life..

*i love edward*

well let see here..o yeah last thursday me and ed got into a big hude bad fight.sorta broke up and then got back together in the same day like in two hours.i was over his house when the fight happen, so i just layed on his bed and he was laying there too and he just turned around towards me and i said to me that he wanted to be with me that he is ( Read more... )

i know i shouldnt have done that.but i dont know why i do this in the first place.i guess at one point in my life i thought that the only way to get pain to go away was to do that.i promise my self almost a year ago that i wouldnt do this again.that i would over come the pain by writing or doing something that was good.but why the other night while ( Read more... )