settle down and relax, dont worry. im still here. but for how much longer? who is near to come and take me away? who next will become my savior, if even for a few seconds. who will destroy me next?

wait, and watch.

hey hey hey hey JEEZUS yeah!

man... fuckin shit. i dont know whats going on and i feel like shit. i dont know whats happening... i dont know. fuck. fucking hell. what is wrong with everyone? why must things be all fucking strange... where are you sweetheart? why are people being this way? what are people's true intentions with all of this... what ( Read more... )

Celina's LJ got deleted... what the fuck?! why?!?! where is she... where are you sweetheart???? please be ok...

want to see something REALLY cool?

....then....

............watch this.........

hey... everyone (!) no matter what happens, what amount of bullshit drama goes on, or how horribly stupid (emo...?) i get... STAY! do not leave. unless, of course, you want to... in which case DO IT NOW ( Read more... )

all the pointless arguing all the needless confusion and worry and bullshit... fuck it, fuck it all. this side of me is overwhelming, this difference. not me it isnt i swear but its growing on me. it is becoming me, i am becoming it. so what does that say? cynical uncaring EVEYRONE FUCKING DIE and get away from me bullshit! DIE FUCKERS DIE!!! I ( Read more... )

hullo? hey there you. how are you doing? dont lie to me baby. explain to me something. sweetheart.

I AM ALIVE!!!! and well... i think??? *pokes self* ya i am ( Read more... )

i love talking to you
talk to me some more
ill talk to you
but i already do

want you want you
what do you say?
want to hold my hand?
or do you want to hold the gun
to my head

youre funny funny you are
i am amused
dont stop making me laugh
and ill keep you laughing

beautiful