Do You Like My Havering?

[fourstrifes]

I never get anything done as I make time for people who want things from me. It's not that I hate people. I don't like people. I never meant to think anything of people. I imagine my apathy would disgust any other person and instead of trying to reconcile myself with society, I just avoid people who assume that I want anything of them. This is why

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Trying to be supportive, please don't hate me.

[bierbaum]

3rd P: So you think that what ever you do during the day isn't worth while? I think everyone does something, has something to be proud of. The only person you have to prove anything to is yourself.

2nd p: "I have always wanted to be liked." I'm sure people like you. I love your writing. You put emotion into your words. I love reading your journals! (If you don't want me to just say so though)

1st P: I can be your friend. "... strangers are such great companions." I hold the same belief.

I'm sorry if I got into your business and it bothers you that I replied so thoroughly, but I want to give you feedback, and hopefully some support.

Re: Trying to be supportive, please don't hate me.

[fourstrifes]

I feel that you and I are made differently. I feel that the things that make you and the thing that make me are wholly different. It is like two opposing schools of architecture that consider different principles of aesthetic and efficiency and purpose. Both capable of producing large buildings, we are human for different reasons.

Regardless, I am curious about what desire you seek to satisfy by commenting in my journal. Unlike other people I have encountered, I do not see it as an intrusion upon my privacy. I have no such illusions. I merely want to know what it is that you want that you should make such words for me to reply to.