i need a new screen name. right now ( Read more... )

i feel like friend-wise, my life is progressing better lately. shocking really, after all my childhood troubles and my recent insecurities, but i think it might just be ok. i have people surrounding me, so its not like i'm deprived. and i've gotten (at least i feel that way) closer to a lot of my friends recently. i only hope it stays on the up, ( Read more... )

i think we had a moment there ( Read more... )

i think i could say this and hopefully not regret it ( Read more... )

I'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry.

why the fuck did things get so messed up?

survey:

does my new icon scare the shit out of you? (cuz it scared it out of me!)

props to ak for catching me in the MORNING!!! and on valentine's day no less. how could i look that evil?

In this chilled year I rest
Flipping upon ponies
'Bout the merry-go round.
I am so lost for words, for strength, for faith.
My wrongs tilt hazily above your heads.

I will sigh.
I do try.
I can cry.

And while I gaze through mists,
Gaze at faces drip-dropped with tears and pained slices,
I wish for a muse of sorts.
And while you sip your poisons,
She comes to ( Read more... )

CeCi8787: top 5 reasons i love ari ( Read more... )

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I'm having these awful mood swings lately. i feel so tumultuous and worthlessly upset at the most trivial things. and it sucks ( Read more... )