I'm tired. I eyes hurt. I want to go home, feel your arms around me ( Read more... )

so, today I won my first college event. it was really exciting. a 1000 at 11:20. not a good time. but a win nonetheless. so that was cool. I'm so sore I can barely lift my arms above my shoulders. ow ow ow. oh well. ok, I'm going to go to sleep.

I love you all!

Monika

I'm avoiding reding. I'm always avoiding something. sometimes I wish I could avoid life. I mean, most parts. lately I love crayons. I wouldnt want to avoid those. but everything else, ya, maybe ( Read more... )

and I'm avoiding sleep, avoiding homework, avoiding the passage of time. listening to helms deep. amazing, how long ago these memories are still coming from. for some reason I keep thinking that all this wasnt that long ago... but it was ( Read more... )

would I still exist if you were gone ( Read more... )

my floor used to be an awesome floor to live on, because all of us dorks who go to bed at like 10 were in one place. but then these two stupid evil slut faced cross country girls moved in, and they hang out with boys in the hall at 3 am and laugh really laud and wake everyone up. we've asked them to be quieter, but they dont comply. my roomate and ( Read more... )

Hello all you beautiful people! how are we all faring these days? College is hard, ya? I am being so rundown in every way... emotionally, physically, and mentaly. swimming have pretty much killed me, and I havent swam since wed because of my sickness. but its not going away. its like every time I think, 'oh, I'll be able to swim tomorrow,' when ( Read more... )

I'm cold. I'm tired. I have to wake up in 4 hours. But I just cant sleep. I took a three hour nap today.. and then I talked to Conor. and then I couldnt sleep. I just keep imagining getting to hug him ( Read more... )

hey. I'm at college. its weird. I cant tell yet if I like it. well, I do like it. but I also hate it. the distance is incredible. it makes everything so much worse! I mean, if I were at regular college in california I would not be home yet, but I would be able to look forward to going home. this girl I met is having her friends visit this weekend. ( Read more... )

well, last night I fell asleap at Conors house. my mom was really mad. she told cnor to make me go home if that ever happened again. yeah, it will probably happen in the next four days. I'm so sure. I cant believe that it really is only four days.well, I can, but its really weird. and thinking about how this summer has been. things are so different ( Read more... )