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I'm tired. I eyes hurt. I want to go home, feel your arms around me.
I want to clear off my desk-- put everything in a box and load it in the car and never come back. I want to go home. I just want to go home.
I dont think thanksgiving will be enough. I just dont. and if its not enough, then I have 8 more months of just wanting to go home. 8. 8 months. thats not a short amount of time.
I want to forget about everything I know thats better than here, so that I can like it for 8 months, and then leave and remember why I left and how great gone is. I wish I could just forget.
I have tried to think about what I would miss if I left here, maybe something that hasnt caught my attention, but upon futher examination I realizeded that I dont have anything to stay here for, besides all the money my parents are spending. theres just not enough holding me here. I would miss some people. my roomate. this girl name kyle. this gay boy that I love named Justin.
I want to clear off my desk-- put everything in a box and load it in the car and never come back. I want to go home. I just want to go home.
I dont think thanksgiving will be enough. I just dont. and if its not enough, then I have 8 more months of just wanting to go home. 8. 8 months. thats not a short amount of time.
I want to forget about everything I know thats better than here, so that I can like it for 8 months, and then leave and remember why I left and how great gone is. I wish I could just forget.
I have tried to think about what I would miss if I left here, maybe something that hasnt caught my attention, but upon futher examination I realizeded that I dont have anything to stay here for, besides all the money my parents are spending. theres just not enough holding me here. I would miss some people. my roomate. this girl name kyle. this gay boy that I love named Justin.