Wow. So much pent up inside it seems. In about 3 weeks you'll get your leave, and excitement. But i agree with you, it is mostly the mentality there. I mean, all the people ever do or think about is school. They need to lighten up a ton. They should just be going to school to learn. Not going to do well. I think every school needs more teachers whose goal is to really impact students. I really hope that next year i can come there. Mabye you and I together can bring some of our open Davis funk to K. We can help to just make it alot more fun. Hold out Mon. Theres only about 4 months left of your year. And if theres anything i can do, just let me know.
wow, 4 months. thats not very long. but really, last summer was 4 months for me and it was so long and so much happened, so 4 months is long. also, think about the phrase, "open davis funk" for a second. does it dound dirty to you too?
well, no it doesnt really. funk sounds a little dirty, like need to take a shower dirty, but i think its fair to say that most of our friends,and us, arent the cleanest people ever.
Go by yourself and do things. You'll meet people and have more fun. It's really liberating once you get over your fears. Oh, and get some white christmas lights. They give you some nice chill lighting. That's why I love my room.
actually, I am pretty proud of myself because right after writing that I got really mad at myself for not doing things alone and then I wernt to see Barry Crimmins alone and it was ok. I even saw some people from my seminar and sat with them and we had some conversation, proving that I am still capable of saying coll and funny stuff to people that I'm not 100% comfortable with. so, yeah, I complain a lot on livejournal but really my life is ok, and lj is just my outlet. I should use my real journal maybe... nah. I LOVE LJ!
OH the naked wednesdays of the past. Those were fun. but we werent all new to eachother. we we all already friends. maybe do something a little less awkward and embarrassing.
or not. im just a stupid, and a litte bit jeleous bf, and would rather my gf not get naked in front of a bunch of people. well then. hehe, coffee anyone?
dude(by dude i mean Mon) LJ is awesome, but its really meant for stuff you want people to hear. you real journal, um, not so much.
Hey Monnie!kylemazooFebruary 25 2005, 16:13:32 UTC
Ok so you know I love you and believe me when I say you are one of my favorite people here, and really that I have ever met. So when I say this it is with love behind it and concern for your happiness. Anyways, If you don't like it here, maybe you should find somewhere where you do like it. And if that means finding that in K then by all means do so but if you dont think that you can find it here you shouldnt compromise your happiness just because you are already here. I love you monnie!!!
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So much pent up inside it seems.
In about 3 weeks you'll get your leave, and excitement.
But i agree with you, it is mostly the mentality there. I mean, all the people ever do or think about is school.
They need to lighten up a ton. They should just be going to school to learn. Not going to do well.
I think every school needs more teachers whose goal is to really impact students.
I really hope that next year i can come there. Mabye you and I together can bring some of our open Davis funk to K. We can help to just make it alot more fun.
Hold out Mon. Theres only about 4 months left of your year. And if theres anything i can do, just let me know.
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funk sounds a little dirty, like need to take a shower dirty, but i think its fair to say that most of our friends,and us, arent the cleanest people ever.
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Oh, and get some white christmas lights. They give you some nice chill lighting. That's why I love my room.
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really, find something that makes you happy and do it...even if you have to do it over and over. hopefully nicole is okay with nakedness??
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actually, I am pretty proud of myself because right after writing that I got really mad at myself for not doing things alone and then I wernt to see Barry Crimmins alone and it was ok. I even saw some people from my seminar and sat with them and we had some conversation, proving that I am still capable of saying coll and funny stuff to people that I'm not 100% comfortable with. so, yeah, I complain a lot on livejournal but really my life is ok, and lj is just my outlet. I should use my real journal maybe... nah. I LOVE LJ!
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but we werent all new to eachother. we we all already friends.
maybe do something a little less awkward and embarrassing.
or not. im just a stupid, and a litte bit jeleous bf, and would rather my gf not get naked in front of a bunch of people.
well then. hehe, coffee anyone?
dude(by dude i mean Mon) LJ is awesome, but its really meant for stuff you want people to hear. you real journal, um, not so much.
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