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Oct 05, 2005 05:49

seems like all i do lately is work, hang out, play cards, eat, drink and sleep. i know we all write this kind of entry now and then... when our lives seem unproductive and we're unmotivated. i just don't feel like i'm doing anything really worthwhile right now. and i know i need to go back to school (law, grad, etc), but the idea is so ( Read more... )

love, friendship, laura pfau, kiki, meaningful relationships, unmotivated, marisa, tanya

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umarisa October 6 2005, 16:01:02 UTC

This is one of my favorite entries ever, and I haven't even finished reading yet. :) You rock more! Just stop being mean to me. :P

I hate you.

fotosax October 7 2005, 03:34:12 UTC

i hate you more.

and that's how i know you're gay.

silly... i'm not mean to you! i wuvs you. poot.

umarisa October 6 2005, 16:01:14 UTC

JUST KIDDING!

fotosax October 7 2005, 03:34:43 UTC

yet one more reason i know you're gay

umarisa October 6 2005, 16:05:20 UTC

P.S. I just made this list of things. Ironically, it's on the back of a giant collage I made of senior-year-high-school memories. It goes something like this:

-- things that make me happy
-- things that I want
-- things that I want to change about my life
-- things that I cannot change

You know what? I found out that my "happy" list was longer than the others. That was comforting, even though you can't really compare "good sleep" with "finding a purpose to my life." Haha. And so I looked at those, then started making goals. Long-term, short-term. And that's sort of where I'm at now. So I'm not there yet, but I'm getting there.

And in some horrible law of nature, it seems as if cleaning my bedroom is somehow correlated with being happier with myself. I know, messed up.

And P.P.S. I should be doing grades right now

And P.P.P.S. After some deliberation, I realized that I had to add "him" to my list of things that make me happy. So...I gotta do something about that.

And P.P.P.P.S. BYE

fotosax October 7 2005, 03:39:08 UTC

you're such a dork! i love it. :) anyway, yeah... maybe it would help to make a list of those kinds of things for me. either that or make me see how much i suck and don't do anything productive toward *making* myself happier.

cleaning my room... not so important to me, but my mom qualifies it with being a good person. so that's gotten me fucked up ever since i was like 10. when my room is dirty, i suck at life.

PPS - grades suck.
(my feet hurt.)

PPPS - he sucks.
(my hands are numb.)

PPPPS - BYE! :)
(hops sucks.)