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Long Time No See
I was gone in Europe for six weeks. I know. I can't really believe it myself and sometimes, when I'm sitting here lately, I think that it was all a dream. It wasn't until the last week I was there that I even accepted that fact that I had made it. But that's not the point of this post. Not really anyway ( Read more... ) -
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The last couple of weeks have been insane. Planning for my trip like this is just... it's crazy and exciting and scary all at once. On top of that, I've been on double overtime at my work because of Mothers Day. Which, is a blessing in disguise since it'll give me a little extra funding for Europe ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye Flowers, Hello Europe
As of May 30th, I am officially done with my job. Yup. I quit. Things just got too out of control there for my taste. Too much drama, too much backstabbing, and too much favoritism. There are many things that I am willing to overlook in work because I understand that it's business, but when your boss doesn't want to give you time off when four ( Read more... ) -
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It is honestly amazing to me how someone that I do not see on a regular basis, someone that I know is the most absurd way, can say something that actually touched me to the point where I got teary eyed. He e-mailed me when he found out that I was having a not so good time and when I told him what was going on he offered me what he could. A simple ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm sick. Maybe this is where this is all coming from. I don't know. All I know is that I feel like yelling and screaming and crying all at once at people that I can't yell and scream and cry at. Well, I suppose I could but while I used to be sure that they could hear me, I've lost a lot of my faith and I don't know if they can anymore. ( Read more... ) -
Nightmares
I sat down to write out a long entry of everything that's been going on but with each subject that came up, I found that I actually couldn't verbalize it. I don't really have words for this past week. I've felt physically ill because of the things that have been happening and I feel like if I try to detail my experiences right now, I'm not going ( Read more... ) -
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So, hearing your mom sobbing in the other room and then her grabbing her keys and taking off at almost midnight because she can't stand to be near you, is not the greatest feeling in the world. And yet, I feel so angry because I know who she's calling. Who she is talking to. And while I want him to know nothing about my personal life, I know ( Read more... ) -
Valentines Week Day 2 and 3
Day 2
Busiest day thus far and me and everyone else that has worked there are so slap happy that we are laughing at the littlest things. If our customers didn't already think we're crazy, they do now.
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I'll post about todays work day tomorrow
I'm too tired right now to post about today, but I will combine today and tomorrow together when I get off work tomorrow evening. Right now, I just want to express a simple frusteration.
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Valentines - Day One of the Hellish Fun
The week of Valentine season is upon us. Even though Valentines Day is on Sunday, it starts for me today, for some of my co-workers it started yesterday. Every year, I get weird/touching/scary stories from my customers and I've decided that every night I should sit down at debrief my V-Day ( Read more... )