i think this is the sign. the sign that tells me i should live my life a better way. eat healthier, be more physically fit, trust those that love you the most. spend time with my parents because only God know how long they will still be here on earth ( Read more... )

i think about the hurt she goes through every night. but tonight ive truly realized that that hurt will never be gone. she will always feel ashamed and will never really have a family that supports her and loves her for the good things that she does and the good that she inherently has within herself. all they see is one thing and they will be ( Read more... )

my holidays arent starting out the way i planned. been alone most of the time. quite depressing. its cold for socal. everything just screams out depressing right now. usually i loveeee the holidays, just wanting to share it with someone, but there's no one to share it with, so whats the use.

i havent been on here in ages. i usually come on here to complain about my life anyway. but for now, i dont have much to say ( Read more... )

it seems like i get blamed for a lot of things...without being told.
like, i try to cheer her up, but shes not having it.
so i usually let her have her way...
but it seems i just keep digging a whole for myself
and she gets mad at me for not solving the problem.
i might seem like im melodramatic right now...
but shit, i have feelings too.

i dont know why i always get my hopes up.

=/

its a saturday.
ive never been so bored in my life before.
well...maybe.
but im still freakin bored.

pick up your phone jazz!!

so i went to the movies with jasmine tonight ( Read more... )

i just wish i could be a better person.

time passes by.
dont know whats really going on.
dont know what im doing.
but time still passes.
idk.
i...i dont like where im headed.
i just feel so lost again.
feels like i have no purpose whatsoever.
i just want to do something.
anything.
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