Another shitty weekend... nah Im just playin its just the fact that I got my period for the first time in like almost 5 months! GRR I hate the world... guys are so lucky not to have this... cause it hurts!

It is Feb. 2nd and in ten days is the crappyest holiday known to man! Every Valentines day I lose a boyfriend or a friend... I hope not this year. Because that has made every other Valentines day suck so badly! Well I hope its a good V-day I hope!

No one reads these things anymore, in a way thats a good thing ( Read more... )

Well guys Ive decided to update since it doesnt look like Im going to sleep anytime soon! My insomnia has been getting really bad lately I dont know why, nor do I know how to prevent it! Ive been having really weird dreams lately too... when I do sleep. Im walking down a street (I think in my old neighborhood) Im just walking... and then I wake up ( Read more... )

Im still breathing...

Im obsessive compulsive with something that everyone has warned me about.... DUH! Why didnt I see it coming, I hate relationships they scare me, so why am I in one? I need to be loved... I feel like shit if I dont have someone... I suck!

Welp Ive been really busy with school and shit so I dont really have that much time to write or talk to my friends I feel so bad! Im talking to Cassie right now cause I havent talked to her all break! well I will update later cause Im talking to Cassie!

Well I had a great Christmas a lot of people came over and Jay came over at like 12 at night cause I missed that sucker sooo much! But anyways another really weird dream! AGAIN ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at around 12 and I went out got my christmas presents and opened them. I got a new camera and then $100. Then Jay called, my sister picked up the phone and he goes,"Hey babe" Colleen was like, "Dont do that ever again, Im not your babe so no dont do that ever again!" We talked for a little while and then we hung up. Then my sis and ( Read more... )

Yesterday my sister came back to the house, we are cooking dinner tonight. Jason and Troy came over yesterday and we played poker. Troy won the first round. Jason gave me my Christmas present early... ::gasp:: He got me a ring, the ring that I wanted from Walmart... HOLY SHIT! I was like omg! LIKE WHAOOO! This kid is my babe! Blah.... well hey g2g ( Read more... )