Hey everyone,
this is my last entry.

So long!

SAVES THE DAY

"Blindfolded"

So now I've made the decision
to walk behind you in the dark for the rest of my life
and I'll never show my face again
because it's too scarred and bloody to be enough
and I don't have the right stuff-
all I have are the empty boxes to carry away your heart
and I think that tonight I will sneak into your house
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feel like crap
like 3 days
straight now
hooray for me!
I wonder how
long this will
go for...

I guess all
I am is:
"full of myself",
arrogant,
and an asshole,
a carbon copy
of Kyle,
no one
likes me
and people
only hang out
with me
because I
"beg" them to...

I feel loved.

this.

and on a minor note
I'm insanely proud
of one of my friends.

There was smoke
choking
the life out of my lungs,
and it was all borrowed

My friend is passed out
on the couch
and the other is
beggin for a ride home

This isn't the place I want you to be
No, you mean more than that to me

Call me patronizing
call me what you will

But I've seen too many
of my dearest friends
fall to the bottom of the bottle
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Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

"a moment of clarity
and I am stuck inside this moment..."

Why do I even try
when my whole
purpose in life
is to get screwed over?

Nice guys finish last.
always have, always will.

People like me
are destined
for the scraps
that douchebags
leave behind.

So scrape out my heart
and fill the hole with cement.

Lawnchair Boy

So long dear friend,
it's been a pleasure
knowing you all these years

I remember all the
nights stayed up
Talking about all our hopes and fears

So long to those days
so long to this town
you're leaving so won't you bring
our severed ties with you?

But don't worry, friend
just take another drag
and you'll soon forget

In a couple years
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