So...I haven't posted anything in awhile. Sophia is now two years old. It's crazy..she's crazy lol....I'm bummed Smallville has ended...that just leaves me with Glee and Gossip Girl..neither of which have been any good lately.

So yeah things STILL aren't going well. I can't wait for Sophia to be here though. I'm 28 weeks so I have only 80 days left until she gets here!! Unless of course she's early---which could be awesome ( Read more... )

I'm pregnant.  I call it baby Sophia even though I'm not sure if it's actually a girl or not. I hate my life. Fuck Kyle and Fuck Jamie. Men are worthless.

So yeah. Had a pretty horrible crying fest last week when I went to visit Kyle. Jealousy's a bitch. But oh how I still love that boy with all my heart......and also want to punch him in the face for being so damn fickle ( Read more... )

What a wonderful evening I've had. The most fun I've had in ages :P. I was distracted by two very delicious gentlemen. And interestly enough, getting cut in the leg with a switchblade is strangly erotic. And I suddenly have a thing for guys with nipple rings and wearing ties....hardcore-style. Ex-boyfriend who? He doesn't hold a flame to these new ( Read more... )

I don't understand him. He's suddenly talking to me again and ACUSING me of tormenting him when clearly it's the other way around. Boggles the mind. Oh well, at least it keeps things interesting however it leaves me wanting to hit the bottle.

I want to go home. Like yesterday.

It's interesting how so many people can tell you how perfect, how nice, or how beautiful you are but you can't hear them. The only way you'll believe them is if the one person you want to think that you're beautiful and perfect does and tells you. Be he won't and it kills you. You love him, almost against reason, but he doesn't love you.

Then there ( Read more... )

So, I've developed a country obsession lately and I HATE country. Sigh. It reminds me of the ex. He likes that type of music. Of course I only like the sad, bitter kind of song....it reflects my mood. I miss him, I don't want to, mind you, but I do.  My newest best friend Jessica's last day of work was yesterday. Twas depressing....there goes my ( Read more... )

So apparently my so-called ex is checking up on me through my other friends. Why is it so hard for him to just talk to me himself? Fuckin' moron. In other news I spent my whole day talking on the phone with my best gal pal about what a terrible year we've had so far. At the rate things are going I feel it's only going to get worse before it gets ( Read more... )

I actually like my job for once. It's a fuckin' miracle. So, job is good but my romance is seriously lacking. My asshole ex-whatever refuses to acknowledge me AGAIN. I fuckin' swear, I go out of town for the summer and it's like I never existed. Fuckin' prick. So, yes, I'm a TAD BITTER. I'm about to re-roommate with a friend most of my other ( Read more... )