Tears

May 18, 2008 14:03

Family, it is an odd and difficult concept for me. My mother and I are more of a twist on sibling rivalry over the love of my grandparents. My birth father is a mystery that I face every day in the mirror, because I really don't look like my maternal family. My grandparents were my parents to my heart ( Read more... )

family, being honest and true to self, grandma, bill, happy

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kurrk May 18 2008, 21:58:06 UTC
I told my shrink I found it weird that I was crying more since I've been seeing him. Happy or sad, my emotions are a lot less... suppressed.

He didn't have much to say about that, other than "Don't worry about it. Experience it."

I'm so glad you found that tape of your grandmother. That's wonderful.

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forestcats May 18 2008, 23:51:41 UTC
Oh the retirement fund I would have for all the shrinking I've enjoyed. LOL. It was still a good investment.

People who are screwed up and don't avail themselves of the help... well at least I can mock their tics behind their back ROFLOL...

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popfiend May 19 2008, 03:16:38 UTC
Just *HUGS*, thoughts and prayers.

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forestcats May 19 2008, 03:18:30 UTC
Aw thanks. So when are you going to come out west for a visit?

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popfiend May 19 2008, 03:28:27 UTC
You actually want to be bored to death?

:)

I'd love too.

But travel is limited for a bit, we're in the first year of paying for the house so we're re-learning our budget.

We'll be thinking about vacations later this year for next year.

YAY MORTGAGE?!?!?

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forestcats May 19 2008, 03:29:46 UTC
Well we are going on an Alaskan Cruise August of 09. The more the merrier!

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jenergy1 May 19 2008, 07:20:52 UTC
The emotional ones are the best. :)

*hugs*

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forestcats May 19 2008, 18:20:29 UTC
Sucks that I so over achieved in the angry emotion. However it can be dusted off for proper invasions or social occations.

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mycroftca May 19 2008, 14:42:39 UTC
My sweet girl...

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sekl May 19 2008, 18:16:26 UTC
I decided you were family years ago.

Some friends are just that good.

And as for your Mom, obviously a Cylon. No one treats a good dog-giving kid that way without some very devious programming.

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forestcats May 19 2008, 18:19:31 UTC
Mutual admiration society raised back attcha! When you have the drawing completed for the world take over commitee I'm ready!

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