happiness is just a gash away.

[forbiddenxlovex]

ok, so the only real update is that i'm really stupid and make the most rediculously dumb decisions in the whole wide world sometimes and i mess up just when things are going good. i have this thing where i always have to mess things up. i hate it! i hate myself for doing it. ughhh. i really don't know what else to say, i just get so mad at myself

Comments

[sanguisangelus]

The best thing to do from mistakes is to learn from them. And, yes you are learning from them.

Yes you do deserve me. You deserve to have someone that loves you besides your parents.

[forbiddenxlovex]

sometimes i learn from them and sometimes i just do them again...i can be pretty dumb sometimes.

i don't deserve anything that good...

[sanguisangelus]

hmm i just thought i was ok and you were good

[forbiddenxlovex]

i'm not even ok and you're amazing...