so today is the first day of my "sleep less" lifestyle ( Read more... )

+ make lots of money
+ loose 10 more lbs
+ maybe run a half marathon
+ get another dog in august
+ visit home at least twice

i got a dog and being in charge of a living thing is like something I've never felt before. it makes me way nervous. i can never have children.

MARCIE IS COMING TO VISIT ON MY BIRTHDAY!

DISNEYLAND!

i just spent an hour at work reading my journal from 2003-2004 it kinda made me want to go back to those days. i was drunk all the time and getting shit done and constantly surrounded by friends.

not to mention writing some really hilarious journal entries.

my god i feel old.

22 & over the hill.

I'm listening to music i listened to a lot back in 2004/2005 and its making me miss driving up & down 93 in hoodie weather with the windows cracked and the crisp fall air going through my suicide jeep. FUCK send me pictures of the leaves's, fall time in new england is my favorite. seriously nothing compares. the smell of chimneys <3 ( Read more... )

i've had bad dreams 3 nights in a row..

One may be consumed by their own anger, jealousy, love, or self-destructive behavior. For example, you may be drinking too much or exhibiting open hostility toward others around you. You may subconsciously be threatened by these actions which have been jeopardizing your relationships and/or career. Your ( Read more... )

I'm a really big mess sometimes, like falling down on Hollywood blvd and crying for no reason... I'm slightly embarrassed.

however there are a handful of people i could do this in front of and not be embarrassed
bryan
marcie
jackie
hillary
and jeff because I've seen him in equally bad states :)

oh gosh that was rough.

i finally found a place.
its a house with a backyard, a deck, a bbq, 2 awesome girls and 2 chocolate labs.

there's a room attached to the garage and right now there's random stuff in there but I'm going to clean it out and make it nice for people to stay in so come visit me.

+ i live in los angeles now. it's fucking weird ( Read more... )