Okay so let me actually explain what I've been stressing over ( Read more... )

He's married... who does that... i shouldn't have asked and just gone on pretending that he would ask me out on a date... so long Poli Sci boy ( Read more... )

so, its a good feeling to be excited by someone again. Its always just a crush, but fresh crushes are great, because well they're invigorating. anyway, I am exhausted. i am having a very hard time dealing with all this crap. Prolly why I went back to livejournal. I needed to be writing frequently... and not always on myspace. This is a little ( Read more... )

So.. wierd when things happen exactly opposite of what you expect.. i'm so stressed and overwhelmed, and instead of doing nothing i have been more productive than ever.. and I 'm getng htings done, and i'mm oving my life in a positive direction. How come none of that stuff happened when things were fine and not stressful? That doesn't make sense ( Read more... )

Life is funny in ways that i can never understand. I was watching an Episode of Grey's Anatomy tonight, and there were some insane similarities in it. Like with my life. I have been spending a lot of time lately thinking about what is not fair in life. And how people don't seem to deserve what they get, or people who deserve don't get.... What ( Read more... )

Live journal.. I'd like to apologize to you ( Read more... )

would you all look at the time of this entry? unfortunately tonight its not because of a late night phone call w/ said boy ( Read more... )

If you talk to a boy on the phone for 3 hours and then 1 hour the next night.. and then he comes over and watches a movie and stays up and talks to you until he leaves at 215 in the am... what does that mean?!!!

not much apparently.. grrrr

Well ( Read more... )

( Rant... I'm pissed and its just my screaming... so don't read if you are looking for something positive... )