now i can breathe
Okay so let me actually explain what I've been stressing over.
Last thursday (a weeke ago) my Nana went into the hospital, and I went home last weekend to spend time with her and also see my cousin who leaves for Iraq in a month and a half for a year and a half. And I was just having a really hard time dealing with it all, so I was just soooo stressed. Well then they said that they were going to run tests on her and Tuesday I found out she has colon cancer. Now I have to hand it to her, my Nana is the only women I know who smokes for 72 years, then quits at 84, and that's when she starts to get sick. You know we've always joked that Nana would die when she had to stop drinking and smoking.. I guess its true. So, at this point.. oh and this is the most ironic part, they found the cancer in its earliest stages (yea, like she literally just devloped it). So, she's having surgery sometime this week to remove it. There are still risks involved but its the better option than not having surgery. So..
As far as my cousin goes I'm just feeling a lot better having spent some time with him. He's not ging anywhere he's suppposed to be around for a lot longer. I still don't like that hes' going, but I'm feeling better.
And after all of that, its back to stressing about school
my schedule next week is as follows;
Monday: 5 fillings at the dentist (this has nothing to do with school.. i'm just not excited about it)
Tuesday: A test and a paper due
Wednesday: A write up and a book report due in the same class
Thursday: A midterm and a Paper in once class and a midterm in the next class.
so that's a total of 4 papers and 3 tests this week... um..oy?
Anyway. That's where i'm at love you all.. sorry if i've been a little detached lately..i know i have.
Last thursday (a weeke ago) my Nana went into the hospital, and I went home last weekend to spend time with her and also see my cousin who leaves for Iraq in a month and a half for a year and a half. And I was just having a really hard time dealing with it all, so I was just soooo stressed. Well then they said that they were going to run tests on her and Tuesday I found out she has colon cancer. Now I have to hand it to her, my Nana is the only women I know who smokes for 72 years, then quits at 84, and that's when she starts to get sick. You know we've always joked that Nana would die when she had to stop drinking and smoking.. I guess its true. So, at this point.. oh and this is the most ironic part, they found the cancer in its earliest stages (yea, like she literally just devloped it). So, she's having surgery sometime this week to remove it. There are still risks involved but its the better option than not having surgery. So..
As far as my cousin goes I'm just feeling a lot better having spent some time with him. He's not ging anywhere he's suppposed to be around for a lot longer. I still don't like that hes' going, but I'm feeling better.
And after all of that, its back to stressing about school
my schedule next week is as follows;
Monday: 5 fillings at the dentist (this has nothing to do with school.. i'm just not excited about it)
Tuesday: A test and a paper due
Wednesday: A write up and a book report due in the same class
Thursday: A midterm and a Paper in once class and a midterm in the next class.
so that's a total of 4 papers and 3 tests this week... um..oy?
Anyway. That's where i'm at love you all.. sorry if i've been a little detached lately..i know i have.