Yesterday I spent my last day with Michael (well, our last day together). We watched movies at his house. Went to the mall: ate lunch, got my swedish fish and then saw Mr. & Mrs. Smith (highly recommend it). *Everytime we got in the car one of the three songs would play, sometimes two. grrrrrr Michael is my witness* Then we went back to his house, ( Read more... )

Mariah Carey - "We Belong Together" It came on.. and then half way through the song I couldn't take it, so I changed the station... and it was on

( We Belong Toether )

I just got to work and guess what song was on THREE STATIONS, AT THE SAME TIME?

"Torn"

Michael and I are not going to be together for much longer. Thursday is going to be our last day together. I know a lot of you may not understand that but, you don't need to. Michael and I are still going to talk everyday and talk to each other about everything. I will always love him and he will always love me. We will still be friends, and for ( Read more... )

It's not good enough that my heart has been torn, oh no, it has to be ripped to shreads... shattered to pieces.
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I am so god damn close to just giving up. It has affected me mentally, emotionally and now... physically.
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Trying to be happy is only bringing me closer to death.

- Well, my mom said no to me going to visit my dad. I was suppose to be there by 7:30. I was going to meet my Aunt Wendy at her house at 5:30. But I haven't been able to get a hold of her so.. she is still expecting me. My mom says she doesn't think it would be "responsible" of her and Rico ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to my doc in Sarasota appt was for 8:30. So Rico and I went there for the follow-up. I told them my headaches were fine now that I am taking the medicine but my back still hurts and I am still have shortness of breath so... they told us to go next door to get blood work done and chest n back x rays done. She said she is "puzzled" ( Read more... )

I might get to see my dad soon (my real dad) and I am siked. I cannot wait. Wendy called me today and said that she tried calling yesterday but... she wrote down the wrong number (I guess I should have listened to Jamie and called her yesterday lol ( Read more... )

( How Do You Really Say I Love You )

( How Do You Kiss )