life's equation.
Michael and I are not going to be together for much longer. Thursday is going to be our last day together. I know a lot of you may not understand that but, you don't need to. Michael and I are still going to talk everyday and talk to each other about everything. I will always love him and he will always love me. We will still be friends, and for those of you that doubt us: you obviously have no clue what we have been through and... cannot fathom it. For those of you who know about Jamie, we will then be going out. And yes, he lives in GA and yes I can handle it.
Since this decision was made my stress level has decreased majorly. My stress level has been a huge problem for me lately. My stress has affected me mentally, emotionally and physically. I truly do believe that matters can only get better from this point on.
Michael and I are ok. We are still friends. I am ok. It is hard but eventually, I will be completely happy.
When I thought I was pregnant, a long time ago, I was at my bestfriend's house and... on the TV the song "There Goes My Life" (by Kenny Chesney) started playing. Then yesterday on my way to see Jamie "Torn" and "Listen To Your Heart" started playing on the radio and then on the way home "Listen To Your Heart" started playing again. I just... broke down.
My stress level has decreased majorly and I do believe that once time is put into this equation, this... complex equation of life, I will be happy and Michael will be happy.
That is the update of my life.
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D.H.T. - Listen to Your Heart Lyrics
I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You’ve built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
Listen to your heart, there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
Listen to your heart, there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye
Since this decision was made my stress level has decreased majorly. My stress level has been a huge problem for me lately. My stress has affected me mentally, emotionally and physically. I truly do believe that matters can only get better from this point on.
Michael and I are ok. We are still friends. I am ok. It is hard but eventually, I will be completely happy.
When I thought I was pregnant, a long time ago, I was at my bestfriend's house and... on the TV the song "There Goes My Life" (by Kenny Chesney) started playing. Then yesterday on my way to see Jamie "Torn" and "Listen To Your Heart" started playing on the radio and then on the way home "Listen To Your Heart" started playing again. I just... broke down.
My stress level has decreased majorly and I do believe that once time is put into this equation, this... complex equation of life, I will be happy and Michael will be happy.
That is the update of my life.
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D.H.T. - Listen to Your Heart Lyrics
I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
You’ve built a love but that love falls apart
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark
Listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
Listen to your heart, there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
The feeling of belonging to your dreams
Listen to your heart when he’s calling for you
Listen to your heart, there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going and I don’t know why
But listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye