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fonicprophet

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Apr 17, 2009 02:28

I find it harder and harder to go to sleep. And not because Florian snores. I had thought things might be looking up, but then it all just falls apart again. Story of life, I suppose. There should be more to it than this though. I want to be able to find my purpose here, if I have one at all. I don't miss home at all... as sad as that is. Things ( Read more... )

sync, florian, purpose

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Locked to Ion; Sync's attempt at the "closure" Derek suggested... zaleho_tempest April 18 2009, 10:13:11 UTC

If you want to make up for it, then stay the hell away from me and leave me alone. I've moved on in life, okay!? I never felt like a part of any family before now. No, I'm not your brother and I never was to begin with. I never saw you as my brother. Not even once. All you were was some special pet of the Order of Lorelei and had nothing to do with me. Nothing. You believed in a prophecy that sent the rest of us to our deaths. Don't tell me you care about me, or even Florian. If you did, then you would have betrayed the order long ago. You don't care. YOU DON'T CARE AT ALL!! So stay the hell away from me and stay out of my life!! Stop calling me "brother" and don't even think of me that way. Actually, don't even think of me at all because I'm just trash to you. I'm nothing. You don't even trust my dad. You hate him. Don't try to hide it. It's the most obvious thing about you. If you can't treat him well, then I have even less of a reason to treat you any better than I do now. You have no respect at all for my new life because you'd ( ... )

Re: Locked to Ion; Sync's attempt at the "closure" Derek suggested... fonicprophet April 18 2009, 15:32:16 UTC

You have certainly released a lot of anger and frustration... I'm glad. I hope you feel better now.

Re: Locked to Ion; Sync's attempt at the "closure" Derek suggested... fonicprophet April 18 2009, 16:07:27 UTC

Ok... I really have no idea what to say to all that. Sync, I never knew you felt that way, at least that strongly. I know you disliked me, but I always cherished you. Those times I got to play with my brothers were the happiest times of my life because you all would take up time with me and I could play and be myself instead of what the Order wanted of me. I wanted to play with you, too, but you always distanced yourself. It is not like I wanted to be with the Order, Sync. You talk with much assumption that I was there by my own choosing and I neglected you all as a result. You misunderstand. I grew up under their protection and I knew little to nothing else. I had no idea that they treated you all as underlings instead... I was blind to it because of all the studying I was forced to do. And then I would get around my brothers and I could play and have fun and not worry about the Order and what they asked of me. So, I always cherished you all ( ... )

Re: Locked to Ion; Sync's attempt at the "closure" Derek suggested... fonicprophet April 18 2009, 16:07:41 UTC

(( ooc: You're so mean. ♥ I cried the whole time I wrote this. xD Only because Ion can't.. He isn't really able to anymore, ya know, so that's how he could be so coherent. Sync really did rip him in half though. :/ Oh, well. ))

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thebravejustice April 18 2009, 10:31:23 UTC

Don't worry about the network fiasco. All suspicion regarding Sync has been cleared.