So I am down here in Va. I am doing okay. Trying to get a job. The apartment in small but it is a good size just for one person. The area in very nice. he weather is about he same as md. ever now and then a cool breeze off the ocean is nice.

so ashley left for boot camp today. so i am bored. if anyone wants to hang out call me

i don't know. why things happen. what people do. what people hind. what they don't hind. is the person you really see, what they really are. what is really under the face people show. people seem to be so much better than you or have a better life. sometimes it is not true. everyone has problems it is weather or not the are will to show ( Read more... )

so i was told that ashley will not be moving in with me this summer. the reason is school. but i don't know what to think. i beleive if she was living with me she would get the schooling done. not only that it happen right after she spent time at her mothers home. i don't want to think the wrong thing but i feel her mother is putting persure ( Read more... )

You know this is hard for me. just everything. I am in new water. so to speak. older. taking on more responsibility's. living with what i do. The things i do effect people. maybe this will get easier or the new problem will over shadow the old. i don't know.

Fuck this shit. i don't have to. i don't want to. what about all the things that. i want. I love to make people happy. i just want shit to go my way. thats not to hard to ask. why cant the world revole around me. it's not to much to ask. just a little worship every now and then. virgin sacrifices. maybe a temple built in my name. hot girl ( Read more... )

I can't believe this. i am alone. i am single. i miss her alot. this is not how i wanted it to end. i wish there was a way. i don't know what to do. i am really confused and worried. this is the reason why i hate my brithday. i always lose someone in and around my brithday. happy brithday to me.

i get to go out with five very hot girls. yeah

When you hurt someone that you have a relation with you should feel bad. I don't understand why someone would believe his is the victim because he opened up to someone and then hurt that person. He is angry at them because they hate him for what he did. he was wrong but believe he is the victim. Now he is not trying to fix the problem just make ( Read more... )