hmmm so i suppose its time for another update lol...no one ever writes on here anymore cept diane. so heres the scoop ( Read more... )

saturday was marys halloween party.... i was miss muffet...sexy as hell i know ... i would post pics up but you can ask for them or just go on myspace....had fun going into the gas station all dressed up and drunk lol fun times.....i kinda wished wayne didnt go but oh well i just did my own thing that night. so glad to see all my girls again. i def ( Read more... )

HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS IS ALMOST HEREEEEEEE!!!! i get so excited just to get the shit scared out of me haha.....this year me and wayne are going with tony,jackie,nicole,joe and his gf... i forget her name lol it should be so much fun. cept me and wayne are the only ones that got fucking express passes. but oh well it will still be fun even if we ( Read more... )

im taking wayne to the pennywise show tonite...should be intresting....i like them but i dont know many songs :( oh well it will be fun. so this little girl has been on a diet since monday. ive lost almost 10 pounds....im doing pretty good. im basically on the atkins diet but yea i have cheated but i eat ALOT less......i use to eat constantly and ( Read more... )

so tonite is laninas party. im pretty excited. should be alot of fun. yesterday after work i had to pick up dylan from school and watched him til wayne got off of work. didnt do much of anything . dropped dylan off at about 10 then came back to waynes and i went to bed.....today i cleaned the inside of my discusting car.... i even cleaned out the ( Read more... )

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have a 2nd interview today at a preschool. then im going to pick dylan up from school yayyyy :) had to go to the doctor yesterday cuz my tonsils are so swollen and i feel like shit ( Read more... )

well this little ex preschool teacher is going to be joining the navy....possibly the coast guard. i think it would be good for me. i just hate the fact that ill be gone for so long but talk about an opportunity. i need to do this . im actually kinda excited! i refuse to go to college here and to get away and become my own person and be so proud of ( Read more... )

havent updated in awhile....lets see....i dunnow hat the status is with me and wayne. we hang out. we have fun.....i dunno im not gonna ask questions im just gonna be happy i even get to see him....went to anger managment concert monday with lanina.....had a really good time. lil john and 50 cent were a little too ghetto for me but i had fun ( Read more... )

why do i feel so angry and relived yet so lost without him? i hate this feeling i cant stop crying. i feel like i cant let anyone else in. why did he stop loving me? what did i do wrong? i did nothing but love him and treated him so well. what did i do? hes already off screwing around with some other girls and im left to sit here and cry. this isnt ( Read more... )