my journal has been crap lately. just crap that has been going on in my life that gets solved shortly after posting angry things about it. so you want to know what's been going on? here it is ( Read more... )

you hurt me. i didnt do anything to deserve you suddenly switching on me. what i do deserve is an apology and the reassurance that you truly want me as a friend. because you are one of my best friends. i know shit is complicated lately but that does not mean that you should take it out on the people who care about you. and i do care. so please dont ( Read more... )

i'm sick of getting the fuzzy end of the lolly pop. lately one particular friend hasn't been living up to their title. whenever i talk to said person, i feel worse than if i had never talked to them at all ( Read more... )

i had an overall good night last night. but there were some definate exceptions ( Read more... )

so here's the standard, "what's new with laura" update ( Read more... )

songs bring back memories. whenever i listen to "the party song" by blink 182 i remember this one day in the booth. carolyn and i were laying on the tampon and paul was sitting in the chair. this song came on and suddenly kevin bursts through the door and starts jumping up and down, screaming the lyrics. paul joined him. there was nothing overly ( Read more... )

i hate that you don't understand. that i am really going through something here. let me clarify; i dont hate that you dont understand because that's not your fault you don't get it. i just really wish that you did ( Read more... )

there is death in my eye socket.

there is something in my eye. but its invisible so i can't get it out.

it's frustrating and i felt like sharing.

the end.

Leave Your name and ( Read more... )

dearest self,

you have really been screwing up lately. i know that you have been trying to get things together, but has it ever occured to you that its too late? nice try. maybe you should have been doing this a month ago. you can have such a great future if you just did what you were supposed to do. just don't make the same mistakes next year. it ( Read more... )