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everything i've been learning these last years not to be. flying_padreAugust 29 2012, 16:58:38 UTC
08/28/2012 my mom is moving to L.A. to be with my brother. she's been on a road to no where for longer than i care to look at. she's a reactor, lives off emotion alone, drug addict, love addict, blind. gets herself into such messes that have left her with nothing, & has been taking all she has left since... her health. i'll miss her. eventually. i'm full of sorrow because i believe she will die this way. i wish more for her than that. but i can't be the one to give it to her. that feeling of not knowing if you will see her again is something my brother has expressed to me in the past, & now i'm accompanied with it.
it's unnerving to feel my entire family unravel. the irony is i've never been happier.
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my mom is moving to L.A. to be with my brother. she's been on a road to no where for longer than i care to look at. she's a reactor, lives off emotion alone, drug addict, love addict, blind. gets herself into such messes that have left her with nothing, & has been taking all she has left since... her health.
i'll miss her. eventually.
i'm full of sorrow because i believe she will die this way. i wish more for her than that. but i can't be the one to give it to her.
that feeling of not knowing if you will see her again is something my brother has expressed to me in the past, & now i'm accompanied with it.
it's unnerving to feel my entire family unravel.
the irony is i've never been happier.
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