I resent myself for not being able to save you

inside I know there was nothing I could do but it still hurts

you took a huge part of me when I watched you take your last breath

I wasn't ready for you to die

I miss you

♥flurry

every single second in the room with you..

I'm letting you down
you are just hiding it so well
you're giving me no sign, no interest
oh you don't really want this

right now, are you gonna try to save yourself?

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I scraped my knees when I was praying
and found a demon in my safest haven, seems like
it's getting harder to believe in anything
than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts
I wanna know what it'd be like
to find perfection in my pride
to see nothing in the light
or turn it off in all my spite
in all my spite i'll turn it off

and the worst part is
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never say goodbye because goodbye means going away,
and going away means forgetting.

///
I cannot forget you.
as much as I try to get you out of my head,
you relentlessly taunt my every thought and dream.

a simple yes would have changed all this
but, I'm young and naive.
yes would have been me and you,
you and I

and maybe I've got nothing to lose,
you could ( Read more... )

I'm losing faith in humanity but I'll never stop believing in you.

I miss you.

♥flurry

I'm sick of watching you walk away..
I don't know what you've become
I no longer know who you really are

///

when you think happiness, I hope you hear my laugh,
the one that was obnoxious and loud during class.
and remember how you told me that it was addictive?

I hope it hurts you,
as much as it hurt me.
most of all,
I hope you remember me

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I can pull it together for we won’t be here forever,
I realize I’ve waited too long but please don’t move on.

Make eye contact so I know you care,
let me know that everything we had is still there.
I need you to see me, I need you tonight.
these memories are fading,
I’m forgetting who you were
but I remember your smile
and how when I’d look at you,
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I feel like dancing - getting lost in the moment, swaying my hips, kinda dancing.
take my hand - we'll forget about tomorrow and live for today.

with music pouring threw the speakers, I can still hear your heart beat over the sound.
tonight, we could either save eachother or be the reason we never come back up for air.
we were made to be lovers bold in ( Read more... )

the room is spinning
my mind is racing
the walls are crumbing down
I cannot breath
my lungs have stopped
and my heart is past beating
pulsing through my veins
running through my mind
the drugs are present
I can't seem to speak
I fall against the wall
my mind becomes black
I can't feel your presence
your fingers on my skin
I can't hear my heart
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I'm happy, I smile and laugh constantly. I love who I am..
I've started to doubt myself.
today I forgot who I was.
I miss who I was.
I'm scared of who I may become.
does it help to say I'm sorry?
cause I don't know what I'm apologizing for anymore.

I'm not the one that you want, I'll only let you down. and I'm pretty sure that you've
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