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 Top 5 reasons why Lauren needed to read my personal statement:

1) I titled my essay, "I Taught English." 
2) I keep forgetting to stay positive about the field I want to dedicate my life.
3) Bitterness shows through my writing once or twice.
4) I sound Korean in some sentences.
5) She drew out a thematic scheme for me on a piece of paper and I guarded ( Read more... )

 Reality is, I am at crux. Slowly I'm solidifying the values and preferences in my personality. I think I was but a babe until a year ago. Being  totally demolded by whatever I went through that I'm not ready to demystify right now.

Being back in a structured system with a new or faded perspective about institutions in general is giving a new ( Read more... )

 I can already tell this is going to be a long post.

Well, I need to work on my writing anyway, so there.

Thursday, June 4, 2oo9:

I asked Catherine if she'd take me in the night before the party so that we can make jewelry together. I made a necklace for Dudley. It's actually quite flamboyant now that I think about it, and it's themed around NYC ( Read more... )

instinct,
versatility,
music,
fun,
clubbing,
parties,
charisma,
fun,
gadgets,
cool,

Oh my god, I think I want to become a DJ. Probably not for life, but HOW COOL WOULD THAT BE?

only  moments of proof that the world is not run by a big cloth of conspiracy. The borders have a huge difference across each other. Probably not as much difference as the former Berlin Wall, but the states are different enough to make you realize that humankind is truly run by individual choices, desires, and coincidences. Sort of a cultural ( Read more... )

 Right now, I'm at minimal exposure to people.

Maybe I should consider those on-line sites or utilize facebook or get a myspace page with a heavily photoshopped profile picture of myself. I'm trying to figure out statistically what are my REAL chances of getting a date purely by numbers.

There are about 6.77 billion people in the world. Half are men ( Read more... )

 If there's anything else MORE double-edged sword than the word "diet," let me know ( Read more... )

I happen to run into some vegan propaganda, and they were so traumatizing I kept replaying them in my head ( Read more... )

yeah.... I'm pretty sure the supposedly reported 90% of college graduates also experience the same, shall I say, cagedness? There should be a more sophisticated word for this.

It's painful. I feel bad for feeling these b/c it makes me seem as if I'm ungrateful for all the benefits of living in my parent's house. My expressions of frustrations are ( Read more... )