Yeah, my life is insane these days. Having a girlfriend is way wacky, it certainly has shifted the focal points in my life. That's good though, I move them gladly ( Read more... )

Yes I'm still alive. Here's a picture.

I'm not going to Texas. I'm sorry for people who are trying to get a hold of me. My phone is acting up sort of. Give me time to get a grip.

Um. Okay. Shelly is coming tomorrow around 8:30 pm, so I'm a little nervous for some reason. It's my fourth time seeing her, and I'm not exactly sure why I'd be nervous, but I am. It's an exciting kind of nervous though. Despite the fact that her presence is pretty riveting, my comfort pretty much clicks into synch when she's actually there ( Read more... )

Okay, right, everything's better now. Damn man, why's life being so fucking...bouncy right now? Hey! I don't care if this damned journal is emo! This is me! Just because I'm emotional doesn't restrict me to shitty music! o.o !!! Heh just kidding. Or am I? Ah fuck it ( Read more... )

Disregard that last post. What the fuck. I'll explain later.

I can't grow up. Why is it like this, like a roller coaster everyday. Something is wrong with me. I'm so afraid that I'm never good enough, and I'm quick enough to scoop out the evidence for it like that. Maybe...I need to go back to church.

girl_anachronism: Taurus, the Bull (April 21 to May 21): This warmhearted and determined partner is just your type. Initially, a Taurus may catch your eye with a romantic gesture or their penchant for having a good time. But as you get to know them, you're even more likely to be drawn to your Taurean's unwavering devotion and dedication ( Read more... )

Life's good. I want to move to Texas but at the very same time restrain myself from selfishness and give other people what they want and more importantly, need. I would readily compare the things that I need to puzzle pieces, even in a vague sense, if Shelly's piece didn't fit so strangely. It fits so perfectly, so easily nestled into the array ( Read more... )

Okay, and now someone's like..."I don't know when the 2,500$ is coming from the property so here's 300$ for right now, I'll give you 2500$ more later." Um. Yeehaw. I hope I have enough for this month.

Um, it's been a little while. But let me just try to fill in anyone who might be reading, and so that I might archive some of this shit for fond, oh so fond rememberance.

• Okay. These aren't in order, but on Thursday night I was really paranoid about making end's meet with all this crap. I was was almost make-myself-sick worried actually, I ( Read more... )