The First and The Last [1/3]
Title: The First and The Last [1/3]
Author: FloweryMisha
Pairing: WooGyu
Warning: BoyxBoy love. Enough said. Top!Sunggyu.
Summary: You’ll never know who you’re falling in love with.
Author’s Note: I think I read this somewhere in manga, but I forgot the title. But I assure you the story will be different. I hope you enjoy this ^_^ three chaps max. ...I guess.
It’s not even the end of the day, but Woohyun already felt like shit.
He woke up late, half running to take the train with a bread in his mouth, and just as he reached the train station, he forgot one thing most vital for the day-his science project. So Woohyun cursed himself for being clumsy and he turned around to run as quick as possible back to his home. His parents and his brother were out of town to see a newborn grandchildren and they’re coming back tonight. He didn’t go with them because of the task that he’s been assigned to-this damn science project.
Woohyun was late, and he missed his class, and his teacher added an extra task for the homework-only for Woohyun, because he was late for an hour and a half.
He sighed, thinking that maybe he start working on the extra task. Unfortunately, he only got one class for the day so there was really no point of staying. Woohyun already felt tired from all the running and the unfortunate events, he decided to go home.
It all happened so fast.
One moment Woohyun was still walking slowly, and the next moment, a car screeched beside him, and some scary people got out of the car and lunged at him. It all happened so fast that he couldn’t even scream as one of the male covered his nose with a handkerchief-a funny smelled one-and he lost strength, just like that. Woohyun felt his body was dragged into the car and they drove away.
When he woke up, headache was all he felt and he blinked slowly as he looked around. Woohyun was in an unfamiliar room-a huge, luxurious, unfamiliar room. He looked down, his clothes were discarded on the floor, he was only wearing a bathrobe-an expensive, silky bathrobe with nothing under it. Not even his underwear. Woohyun tried to move, but soon realized his hands were tied to the bed.
Woohyun gulped.
Where am I?
The door was opened and a maid-like the one you usually see in the anime or manga, only this time Woohyun just found out that they really existed-came into the room, with folded bed sheets on her hands. She put them on the table and stared at Woohyun. The latter sat up, his back against the pillows and they stared at each other wordlessly.
“You’re awake,” she finally said. “I’m going to tell my master.”
“W-wait,” Woohyun managed to voice out but she had already left.
Master? What did she mean?
A few moments later, a male walked into the room. Woohyun’s heart almost stopped beating at the sight. The male was breathtaking, he was tall, had a fine line of jaw, small eyes, pink thin lips, and a fine feature. The expensive suit that he wore even completed him more as a gorgeous young man. If Woohyun wasn’t confused with the condition he’s in, he’d be spazzing over this handsome male. Like before, Woohyun could only stare and the male stared back.
“Nam Woohyun. Right?”
Woohyun blinked and nodded slowly. How did the male know his name?
“I’m Kim Sunggyu,” Sunggyu sat on the chair and crossed his legs. “You’re probably confused.”
Woohyun nodded again. Sunggyu... Gyu...
“From now on, you’ll be staying here,” Sunggyu said. “Starting today, you will become my lover.”
Woohyun’s eyes widened. WHAT??
“Until you come and express the desire to be held by me...”
Sunggyu stood up and headed for the door.
“...I will not untie you.”
***
A few hours had passed and Woohyun still hadn’t recovered from the shock.
He was still in shock, still unable to accept the fact that that man, that handsome Kim Sunggyu, claiming Woohyun as his lover, and then off to God knows where. Woohyun’s arm was starting to get hurt, and he was hungry. He glanced at the clock, thinking that maybe his parents are worried sick at home, coming home to find that Woohyun is nowhere to be found. Woohyun sighed, he just gave his phone to his brother few days ago, because Boohyun’s phone died. His brother accidentally let it slip to the sink while they were doing dishes together.
Perhaps clumsiness runs in their family.
Woohyun had been staring at the room since he got nothing to do. He stared at the books that were neatly stacked, the photos on the fireplace, the work desk that was made of the finest wood there ever is, the largest and slimmest TV Woohyun had never seen before. On the nightstand there were a pair of glasses and several thick books-motivational, financial issue and a novel.
What does he do for a living?
The door was opened and Woohyun looked up, only to find someone he didn’t know. The male was smiling to him kindly and a tray of food was on his hands. Woohyun smiled back, even though he’s not sure that he should smile to a stranger-in a stranger’s house, let alone bedroom-with tied hands to the bed. The male was cute, he was slender and tall, with chubby cheeks.
Despite the fact that he looks so kind, another male appeared behind him, and Woohyun shuddered.
The male was wearing a suit, and though he was slightly shorter than the male in front of him, but his face was cold. His piercing gaze to Woohyun made the latter to gulp and glued his back to the pillows, feeling scared. The taller male noticed this and looked over his shoulder.
“L, I’ll be alright. Will you wait for me outside?”
The one who’s been called L stared at the taller male cooly before nodding and closed the door.
“I’m sorry, he’s scary,” the male walked closer and put the tray of food on the bed. “But he’s really nice once you know him. And...really loyal.” He stared at Woohyun for a moment. “I’m Sungyeol.”
Woohyun hesitated before finally saying, “Woohyun...”
“I know. Now I’m gonna untie you, but...you have to promise you won’t run or anything, okay? L outside won’t hesitate to attack you if you’re trying to run away,” Sungyeol untied Woohyun and the latter let out a sigh of relief. It left marks on Woohyun’s arms. “Now eat.”
Woohyun slowly obeyed and brought a full spoon of soup to his mouth. “It’s...warm...”
“And delicious, right?”, Sungyeol beamed. “Hoya is the best cook in the house. You’ll meet him soon enough.”
Indeed, it was delicious. Woohyun was so hungry, he just realized that he hadn’t eaten anything since morning. Slowly, he munched the food and avoided locking gaze with Sungyeol. When he was done, they stayed wordlessly even after Sungyeol removed the tray and sat on the edge of the bed.
“My parents must be worried...”
Sungyeol’s eyes widened in surprise. “Sunggyu hasn’t told you yet?”
Woohyun felt his cheeks warming at the mentioned name, but he shook it off. “Told me what?”
“...nevermind. You should tell Sunggyu that.”
“I will, later...”, Woohyun bit his lip and looked down. “Why is he...doing this to me?”
Sungyeol pondered. “You know, even though I’m his cousin, I never really knew what he’s thinking. Just like L. And he never really brought anyone home before. So...what did he tell you?”
Woohyun knew he was supposed to be angry or something, but he couldn’t help but blushed. “H-he told me...starting from today, I-I’m his lover.”
There was a silence for a moment.
“That was...bold,” Sungyeol was speechless.
“If L is outside, then I’m sure his boyfriend is inside...”, Sunggyu’s voice was loud as he opened the door and stared at the two males. Sungyeol rolled his eyes and stood up, carrying the tray.
“You should be thankful or this new lover of yours will die of starving.”
Sunggyu raised his eyebrows at the tone. “I thought I told Hoya.”
“I sent him with Dongwoo, he really needs it,” Sungyeol held the tray with one hand, and with the other hand he pointed at Sunggyu first, then at Woohyun. “You. Two. Talk.” Sungyeol then closed the door and Woohyun listened his footsteps faded away.
Sunggyu threw his blazer casually to the chair and Woohyun stared dumbly at the perfect body. The shirt was bodyfit, and the tie was hanging loosely around his neck. But Woohyun was scared. He didn’t know why.
“S-Sunggyu...”
“Yes?”
“My-my parents must be worried...”
There was something in Sunggyu’s eyes as he flinched hearing the words Woohyun uttered. The former grabbed his phone from the pocket and threw it to the bed. “Call them. Tell them you’re not coming home tonight. Science project, maybe?”
Woohyun slowly took the phone and he stared. He stared, and he stared...it must’ve been the most expensive phone he’s ever seen. For a minute, he felt so not confident touching it. But then, seeing Sunggyu was waiting for him, he’s definitely not gonna leave the room any moment, Woohyun dialed his phone number and waited for the phone to be picked up.
He waited.
And waited.
And he waited.
But no one picked it up.
Woohyun gave up at the third attempt, perhaps his parents were late...perhaps they’ll arrive later than expected. He then tried calling to Boohyun’s number, only to realized that he didn’t remember his brother’s number. Woohyun looked up at Sunggyu. “Th-they didn’t pick up...”
“So you have no reason for them to be worried anymore.”
Sunggyu grabbed the cloth that was used to tie Woohyun and Woohyun instinctively gasped, scared that he’s gonna get tied once again.
Until you come and express the desire to be held by me...
Sunggyu’s words were echoing in his mind.
Woohyun brought his hand to his mouth and he was trembling. Sunggyu noticed the marks left on Woohyun’s wrists and threw the cloth aside.
“Do you want to take a bath?”
Woohyun slowly nodded and Sunggyu snapped his fingers and one of the guy in the suits-just like L before-came in and bowed respectfully at Sunggyu.
“Tell the maid to prepare a hot bath for my lover.”
“Yes, sire.”
The shock to Woohyun was endless today. He stared at Sunggyu in disbelief.
Just...who are you?
***
Woohyun woke up abruptly and his eyes gazed at the white ceiling above him. He was breathless, and his robe was drenched in sweats. He had a scary dream-a dream where he was all alone and no one was there to help him. He felt so insecure. Woohyun sniffed quietly and covered his eyes with the back of his arm. He just wanted to go home. He just...wanted to meet his family.
He felt something on his waist and immediately looked down.
Sunggyu’s arm was around him.
Woohyun looked to his left to find a peacefully sleeping Sunggyu. His breath was steady and he was... Woohyun’s heart skipped a beat at the thought. He was... He couldn’t find the right word to describe it.
Perfect?
Why does this man...desire me?
He can have any woman...any man he wants...
Suddenly, he felt so secure and Woohyun touched Sunggyu’s arm that was wrapped around his waist.
Warm.
Woohyun felt protected, and suddenly he was feeling sleepy again. He fell asleep within a minute.
***
It had been a few days and Sunggyu was being a really, really gentle person.
Woohyun was finally allowed to walk around in the house with Sungyeol. But just like Sunggyu had said before, if Sungyeol is around, then L would be near him. At first Woohyun was scared to talk around L, but day by day, he got accustomed to it, since L didn’t look like he give a damn about Woohyun-but not when it comes to Sungyeol. It was obvious that L had fallen deeply for Sungyeol.
He also acknowledged that L is actually Sungyeol’s bodyguard and lover.
Speaking of bodyguard, there were guards everywhere. Sunggyu’s house was so big that if Woohyun wasn’t with Sungyeol, he’d probably be lost.
“S-Sungyeol?”
“Yes?”
“What does...Sunggyu do?”
“Why didn’t you ask him straight instead of me?”, Sungyeol frowned.
Suddenly, Woohyun looked so troubled. “I...I don’t know. I’m...I’m just scared...”
“Hey, he’s your boyfriend, right? So there’s really nothing for you to be scared of.”
Boyfriend?
Woohyun blushed at the thought. That’s right, Woohyun. Sunggyu’s your...lover...right? He recalled the few nights he’s been sleeping peacefully with Sunggyu’s arms around him. What do people call it-cuddling? Woohyun had been snuggling close to Sunggyu lately, he just loved to inhale Sunggyu’s scent...and those strong arms around him... Woohyun blushed even more at the thought.
But even so, Woohyun still didn’t talk more. He was the quiet type, even to his family. There were a lot-hundreds, perhaps millions-of questions that he’s been wanting to ask Sunggyu, but he was scared. He didn’t even know why he was scared. Sunggyu was really nice to him.
Woohyun thought about his science project for a while. He’s been skipping classes, he didn’t go home, he wondered if people were trying to look for him...or even wondering if he was sick. Woohyun was occupied with his own thoughts and snapped back to reality as a cheerful voice called Sungyeol’s name.
“Sungyeol-hyung!”
“Jongie!”, Sungyeol cheerily called back and a small figure ran to Sungyeol. “What brings you here?”
“Sunggyu-hyung, of course,” the male smiled kindly. “Eh? This is?”
Sungyeol cleared his throat. “Woohyun, this is Sungjong. Sungjong, this is Woohyun... Sunggyu’s boyfriend.”
Sungjong’s eyes widened at the last sentence. “Boyfriend?”
Woohyun tried to shake his head, but failed to do so. Somehow, the phrase fits...
“I-I see,” Sungjong stuttered and glanced at Woohyun from head to toe. He forced a smile. “He’s-he’s beautiful.”
Woohyun didn’t know why Sungjong stared at him sadly like that. He was also beautiful, he was pretty, even prettier than any girls, Woohyun thought. His body was slender and his lips were tempting. And his style was outstanding. Even though Woohyun didn’t sure if he’s gonna be able to wear such bright colors anywhere.
Sungyeol and Sungjong were talking-and the latter was still avoiding Woohyun’s eyes-and it was L who told Sungyeol that he’s still got a piano lesson for the day. Sungyeol groaned mournfully and before L had to drag him, he wisely bid the maknae goodbye and left Woohyun alone with him.
“I think I’ll go home,” Sungjong said and stood up.
Go home? Like a lightning bolt, a thought suddenly struck Woohyun.
“Can I come with you?”
Sungjong frowned at him for a moment. “...sure. Where are you heading?”
Woohyun’s heart was beating like crazy. Finally, finally a chance to escape. Wait, escape? So he’s just gonna leave Sunggyu-just like that? No...wait, he can always come back... Yeah, after he convinced his parents that he’s okay, he’s gonna go back...
He walked with a loud heartbeat that he’s afraid Sungjong will be able to hear it. The guards didn’t seem to mind as he followed Sungjong to the limousine and they drove away. Woohyun almost cheered in excitement.
The journey was quiet since Sungjong didn’t talk to him much-he just kept on staring at his phone, the sound of beeping was heard as his slender fingers were touching the screen. Woohyun noticed his phone was the same brand with Sunggyu’s-he wondered for a moment, does it cost a fortune to buy one?
“Ah, here,” Woohyun said and the driver pulled over the car. His house was still two blocks away, but he just didn’t want Sungjong to know where he lives. “Thank you, Sungjong. Thank you very much.”
Woohyun got out of the car and Sungjong lazily waved. He then quickly dialed Sunggyu’s number.
“Hyung? I just met your boyfriend.”
***
Woohyun grabbed the door knob, but it wouldn’t budge. He frowned. It was still locked. His father probably at work right now, his brother must be at school, and his mother...she probably went out shopping. He took a spare key under the flower pot and unlocked it. Woohyun stepped in carefully.
“Umma? Appa?”
The room was dark, and Woohyun’s hand traced the wall to find the switch.
“I’m home...”
He found the switch and turned the light on. Woohyun’s eyes widened.
“What the...?”
His house was empty. And by empty, he meant really, really empty. There was no furniture, no electronics, not even a single thing. Woohyun covered his mouth in confusion and he went to his room. His room was also empty. His bed wasn’t even there. He tried Boohyun’s room, but it was the same. Woohyun was breathless. His mind was hazy, and he was confused.
“Hey, who are you?”
Woohyun turned his head to the voice and stared at two males. They looked like thugs.
“Hey, we got ourselves a pretty one-how lucky,” the taller one snickered.
“I think I know him-hey, he’s the one who was bought by that Kim kid!”
“That Kim kid? Oh, you mean the gangster?”
Woohyun’s eyes widened and he took a step back. Sunggyu? A gangster?
“Yeah, whose father is in Japan because he’s also a yakuza...”
“W-what are you talking about?”, Woohyun braved himself to talk. “I-I was bought by-“
“Didn’t you know?”, the shorter one frowned. “Your family had such a huge debt they decided to sell you to the mafia. How cruel is that?”
Woohyun could feel the tears were threatening to fall. Umma? Appa? Boohyun?
“They left you behind and ran away during the night,” they were starting to walk closer to Woohyun. “They sold you as a payment to their debt.”
“D-don’t come closer,” Woohyun whispered. He was so scared right now.
One of the male lunged to him and Woohyun screamed. He was shoved against the wall roughly and his hands were gripped above his head. The other male was starting to work on his jeans. Woohyun tried to fight, but it was useless. He bit the hand of his attacker who was covering his mouth.
“Oh my goodness, it’s so smooth,” the male who was working on his jeans was starting to caress Woohyun’s stomach.
Sunggyu! I’m scared!
“Hurry up, I can’t wait!”
Woohyun closed his eyes in fear and tears finally fell to cheek. Sunggyu!
“What were you trying to do?”
The two men froze as they heard a cold, deadly voice. They turned their heads to find Sunggyu was staring at them calmly, with his hands fished to his pockets. Behind him was L and another scary looking person, he looks like a Kenyan.
“You were trying to lay a hand upon what’s mind, weren’t you?”
They let Woohyun go and the latter fell limp to the floor. He was trembling and clutch his arms.
“W-we’re terribly sorry!”
“Not acceptable. L, Dongwoo,” Sunggyu held up his hand and snapped his fingers. “You know what to do.”
L nodded and Dongwoo cracked his arms, ready for a fight. They went outside and Woohyun could hear faint screaming.
Sunggyu kept staring at him, and Woohyun could only stare back with his tears.
“What are you going to do now, Woohyun?”
Sunggyu’s eyes softened as he kneeled down beside Woohyun.
“Do you want to take revenge on your parents who sold you out and let them taste equal suffering?”
Sunggyu...loves me since the beginning.
“Whatever your wish is, I will grant it.”
He loves me...even when he knows my parents sold me to him...
“All you have to do is to say it.”
“...love me...”
It came out as a whisper, Sunggyu had a hard time catching it. “I’m sorry?”
“Please...love me...”, Woohyun winced in pain and threw himself at Sunggyu. “Please...just hold me...”
Sunggyu’s eyes widened at the request.
***
Sunggyu kissed Woohyun gently as he pushed the latter on the bed. Woohyun closed his eyes and laced his hand with Sunggyu’s.
Woohyun didn’t know what he’s feeling. He was confused, he was hurt, he was sad, he was shameful...but most of all, he wanted Sunggyu. Sunggyu had been kissing him and Woohyun desperately clung to him, unable to let go. Sunggyu’s kisses were sweet, it was comforting, it was calming, and Woohyun felt like his heart could burst out any minute.
Sunggyu’s hand was trailing beneath his shirt and a thumb jerked over his nipple.
Woohyun let out a shy moan, feeling defeated completely. He let Sunggyu removed all the clothes from his body, and when he was already naked, he could feel Sunggyu’s touch was burning on his skin, leaving him wanting more. His body was flipped, and Woohyun shuddered as Sunggyu’s lips were tracing the back of his shoulder...to his back...down to his spine...his hip...
...and there.
Woohyun cried as Sunggyu slid his tongue to Woohyun’s entrance. He even cried more when Sunggyu’s hand was touching his length, unable to hold the pleasure. Woohyun is a virgin and Sunggyu knew it.
“S-Sunggyu!”, Woohyun cried out as Sunggyu didn’t seem to be stopping his tongue from exploring Woohyun’s entrance.
How could he stop, when Woohyun was crying his name in such a sexy way?
“Ngh! Ah! Sunggyu!”
Sunggyu stopped for a moment, but his hand stayed on Woohyun’s length.
Dammit, his moaning is driving Sunggyu crazy. He flipped Woohyun over and claimed those lips again. Their kisses were wet and loving that Woohyun wondered how come exchanging saliva like this didn’t even disgust him. Woohyun was already sweating as Sunggyu hovered above him, his hand on Woohyun’s flat stomach.
Sunggyu stopped for a moment and Woohyun stared at the man above him, breathless. He was the first man to touch him and from the way Sunggyu had been treating him, touching him...Woohyun felt so, so precious.
His legs were opened and Woohyun closed his eyes in fear.
“Open your eyes.”
Woohyun slowly opened his eyes and blushed as Sunggyu’s face was close. Their lips met once again.
“I love you.”
Woohyun’s eyes widened at the sudden statement but he soon forgot it as Sunggyu thrusted into him.
He screamed. He cried. He grabbed Sunggyu’s shoulders so tight he’s afraid he might hurt the older male.
But it was...
Woohyun threw his head back in pleasure and Sunggyu sucked his exposed neck.
“Ah!”
How many times has he cried shamefully like that tonight?
“S-Sunggyu!”
How many times has he cried Sunggyu’s name in ecstasy tonight?
Woohyun couldn’t stop being so vocal, and he could feel he’s coming soon. Sunggyu kissed him over and over again so that Woohyun’s voice only came out muffling. They finally came in unison, and Woohyun just couldn’t stop crying Sunggyu’s name. Even when he stopped trembling from the pleasure and Sunggyu held him tight, kissing the dried tears on his face, he could feel Sunggyu’s breath on him that’s filled with love-
Love?
Woohyun opened his eyes, his cheeks were still crimson red-both from the activity and his feeling, his own feeling, and stared at Sunggyu’s orbs with a feeling he’s never felt before. Sunggyu was also sweating, and he smiled-smiled fondly at Woohyun.
“I love you,” Sunggyu whispered against Woohyun’s lips.
“Don’t let me go,” Woohyun whispered back.
“Never.”
Sunggyu entwined their fingers together and he kissed the slender fingers lightly.
“You’re...the first man...”, Woohyun shyly said. He didn’t even know why he should say that.
Sunggyu raised his brows. “Hopefully I’ll be the last, too.”
Woohyun found himself smiling at the statement. “I’d love that.”
Sunggyu chuckled, covered their bodies with the blanket and pulled Woohyun closer.
Woohyun wondered what the feeling was. The feeling so strong he’s scared his heart would blow up. The feeling to have Sunggyu all to himself. The feeling of...scared of losing him.
Is it love?
Sunggyu already closed his eyes and he took a deep sigh.
Woohyun bit his lip before calling his name.
“Gyu?”
“Hm?”
“I love you too...”
Sunggyu’s eyes snapped open and he stared at Woohyun in surprise. But beneath that surprise, Woohyun could feel that he was happy. Woohyun smiled and kissed his lips softly.
I think I really do.
Kim Sunggyu...
Of my own will...I became your true lover.
[2]
Author: FloweryMisha
Pairing: WooGyu
Warning: BoyxBoy love. Enough said. Top!Sunggyu.
Summary: You’ll never know who you’re falling in love with.
Author’s Note: I think I read this somewhere in manga, but I forgot the title. But I assure you the story will be different. I hope you enjoy this ^_^ three chaps max. ...I guess.
It’s not even the end of the day, but Woohyun already felt like shit.
He woke up late, half running to take the train with a bread in his mouth, and just as he reached the train station, he forgot one thing most vital for the day-his science project. So Woohyun cursed himself for being clumsy and he turned around to run as quick as possible back to his home. His parents and his brother were out of town to see a newborn grandchildren and they’re coming back tonight. He didn’t go with them because of the task that he’s been assigned to-this damn science project.
Woohyun was late, and he missed his class, and his teacher added an extra task for the homework-only for Woohyun, because he was late for an hour and a half.
He sighed, thinking that maybe he start working on the extra task. Unfortunately, he only got one class for the day so there was really no point of staying. Woohyun already felt tired from all the running and the unfortunate events, he decided to go home.
It all happened so fast.
One moment Woohyun was still walking slowly, and the next moment, a car screeched beside him, and some scary people got out of the car and lunged at him. It all happened so fast that he couldn’t even scream as one of the male covered his nose with a handkerchief-a funny smelled one-and he lost strength, just like that. Woohyun felt his body was dragged into the car and they drove away.
When he woke up, headache was all he felt and he blinked slowly as he looked around. Woohyun was in an unfamiliar room-a huge, luxurious, unfamiliar room. He looked down, his clothes were discarded on the floor, he was only wearing a bathrobe-an expensive, silky bathrobe with nothing under it. Not even his underwear. Woohyun tried to move, but soon realized his hands were tied to the bed.
Woohyun gulped.
Where am I?
The door was opened and a maid-like the one you usually see in the anime or manga, only this time Woohyun just found out that they really existed-came into the room, with folded bed sheets on her hands. She put them on the table and stared at Woohyun. The latter sat up, his back against the pillows and they stared at each other wordlessly.
“You’re awake,” she finally said. “I’m going to tell my master.”
“W-wait,” Woohyun managed to voice out but she had already left.
Master? What did she mean?
A few moments later, a male walked into the room. Woohyun’s heart almost stopped beating at the sight. The male was breathtaking, he was tall, had a fine line of jaw, small eyes, pink thin lips, and a fine feature. The expensive suit that he wore even completed him more as a gorgeous young man. If Woohyun wasn’t confused with the condition he’s in, he’d be spazzing over this handsome male. Like before, Woohyun could only stare and the male stared back.
“Nam Woohyun. Right?”
Woohyun blinked and nodded slowly. How did the male know his name?
“I’m Kim Sunggyu,” Sunggyu sat on the chair and crossed his legs. “You’re probably confused.”
Woohyun nodded again. Sunggyu... Gyu...
“From now on, you’ll be staying here,” Sunggyu said. “Starting today, you will become my lover.”
Woohyun’s eyes widened. WHAT??
“Until you come and express the desire to be held by me...”
Sunggyu stood up and headed for the door.
“...I will not untie you.”
***
A few hours had passed and Woohyun still hadn’t recovered from the shock.
He was still in shock, still unable to accept the fact that that man, that handsome Kim Sunggyu, claiming Woohyun as his lover, and then off to God knows where. Woohyun’s arm was starting to get hurt, and he was hungry. He glanced at the clock, thinking that maybe his parents are worried sick at home, coming home to find that Woohyun is nowhere to be found. Woohyun sighed, he just gave his phone to his brother few days ago, because Boohyun’s phone died. His brother accidentally let it slip to the sink while they were doing dishes together.
Perhaps clumsiness runs in their family.
Woohyun had been staring at the room since he got nothing to do. He stared at the books that were neatly stacked, the photos on the fireplace, the work desk that was made of the finest wood there ever is, the largest and slimmest TV Woohyun had never seen before. On the nightstand there were a pair of glasses and several thick books-motivational, financial issue and a novel.
What does he do for a living?
The door was opened and Woohyun looked up, only to find someone he didn’t know. The male was smiling to him kindly and a tray of food was on his hands. Woohyun smiled back, even though he’s not sure that he should smile to a stranger-in a stranger’s house, let alone bedroom-with tied hands to the bed. The male was cute, he was slender and tall, with chubby cheeks.
Despite the fact that he looks so kind, another male appeared behind him, and Woohyun shuddered.
The male was wearing a suit, and though he was slightly shorter than the male in front of him, but his face was cold. His piercing gaze to Woohyun made the latter to gulp and glued his back to the pillows, feeling scared. The taller male noticed this and looked over his shoulder.
“L, I’ll be alright. Will you wait for me outside?”
The one who’s been called L stared at the taller male cooly before nodding and closed the door.
“I’m sorry, he’s scary,” the male walked closer and put the tray of food on the bed. “But he’s really nice once you know him. And...really loyal.” He stared at Woohyun for a moment. “I’m Sungyeol.”
Woohyun hesitated before finally saying, “Woohyun...”
“I know. Now I’m gonna untie you, but...you have to promise you won’t run or anything, okay? L outside won’t hesitate to attack you if you’re trying to run away,” Sungyeol untied Woohyun and the latter let out a sigh of relief. It left marks on Woohyun’s arms. “Now eat.”
Woohyun slowly obeyed and brought a full spoon of soup to his mouth. “It’s...warm...”
“And delicious, right?”, Sungyeol beamed. “Hoya is the best cook in the house. You’ll meet him soon enough.”
Indeed, it was delicious. Woohyun was so hungry, he just realized that he hadn’t eaten anything since morning. Slowly, he munched the food and avoided locking gaze with Sungyeol. When he was done, they stayed wordlessly even after Sungyeol removed the tray and sat on the edge of the bed.
“My parents must be worried...”
Sungyeol’s eyes widened in surprise. “Sunggyu hasn’t told you yet?”
Woohyun felt his cheeks warming at the mentioned name, but he shook it off. “Told me what?”
“...nevermind. You should tell Sunggyu that.”
“I will, later...”, Woohyun bit his lip and looked down. “Why is he...doing this to me?”
Sungyeol pondered. “You know, even though I’m his cousin, I never really knew what he’s thinking. Just like L. And he never really brought anyone home before. So...what did he tell you?”
Woohyun knew he was supposed to be angry or something, but he couldn’t help but blushed. “H-he told me...starting from today, I-I’m his lover.”
There was a silence for a moment.
“That was...bold,” Sungyeol was speechless.
“If L is outside, then I’m sure his boyfriend is inside...”, Sunggyu’s voice was loud as he opened the door and stared at the two males. Sungyeol rolled his eyes and stood up, carrying the tray.
“You should be thankful or this new lover of yours will die of starving.”
Sunggyu raised his eyebrows at the tone. “I thought I told Hoya.”
“I sent him with Dongwoo, he really needs it,” Sungyeol held the tray with one hand, and with the other hand he pointed at Sunggyu first, then at Woohyun. “You. Two. Talk.” Sungyeol then closed the door and Woohyun listened his footsteps faded away.
Sunggyu threw his blazer casually to the chair and Woohyun stared dumbly at the perfect body. The shirt was bodyfit, and the tie was hanging loosely around his neck. But Woohyun was scared. He didn’t know why.
“S-Sunggyu...”
“Yes?”
“My-my parents must be worried...”
There was something in Sunggyu’s eyes as he flinched hearing the words Woohyun uttered. The former grabbed his phone from the pocket and threw it to the bed. “Call them. Tell them you’re not coming home tonight. Science project, maybe?”
Woohyun slowly took the phone and he stared. He stared, and he stared...it must’ve been the most expensive phone he’s ever seen. For a minute, he felt so not confident touching it. But then, seeing Sunggyu was waiting for him, he’s definitely not gonna leave the room any moment, Woohyun dialed his phone number and waited for the phone to be picked up.
He waited.
And waited.
And he waited.
But no one picked it up.
Woohyun gave up at the third attempt, perhaps his parents were late...perhaps they’ll arrive later than expected. He then tried calling to Boohyun’s number, only to realized that he didn’t remember his brother’s number. Woohyun looked up at Sunggyu. “Th-they didn’t pick up...”
“So you have no reason for them to be worried anymore.”
Sunggyu grabbed the cloth that was used to tie Woohyun and Woohyun instinctively gasped, scared that he’s gonna get tied once again.
Until you come and express the desire to be held by me...
Sunggyu’s words were echoing in his mind.
Woohyun brought his hand to his mouth and he was trembling. Sunggyu noticed the marks left on Woohyun’s wrists and threw the cloth aside.
“Do you want to take a bath?”
Woohyun slowly nodded and Sunggyu snapped his fingers and one of the guy in the suits-just like L before-came in and bowed respectfully at Sunggyu.
“Tell the maid to prepare a hot bath for my lover.”
“Yes, sire.”
The shock to Woohyun was endless today. He stared at Sunggyu in disbelief.
Just...who are you?
***
Woohyun woke up abruptly and his eyes gazed at the white ceiling above him. He was breathless, and his robe was drenched in sweats. He had a scary dream-a dream where he was all alone and no one was there to help him. He felt so insecure. Woohyun sniffed quietly and covered his eyes with the back of his arm. He just wanted to go home. He just...wanted to meet his family.
He felt something on his waist and immediately looked down.
Sunggyu’s arm was around him.
Woohyun looked to his left to find a peacefully sleeping Sunggyu. His breath was steady and he was... Woohyun’s heart skipped a beat at the thought. He was... He couldn’t find the right word to describe it.
Perfect?
Why does this man...desire me?
He can have any woman...any man he wants...
Suddenly, he felt so secure and Woohyun touched Sunggyu’s arm that was wrapped around his waist.
Warm.
Woohyun felt protected, and suddenly he was feeling sleepy again. He fell asleep within a minute.
***
It had been a few days and Sunggyu was being a really, really gentle person.
Woohyun was finally allowed to walk around in the house with Sungyeol. But just like Sunggyu had said before, if Sungyeol is around, then L would be near him. At first Woohyun was scared to talk around L, but day by day, he got accustomed to it, since L didn’t look like he give a damn about Woohyun-but not when it comes to Sungyeol. It was obvious that L had fallen deeply for Sungyeol.
He also acknowledged that L is actually Sungyeol’s bodyguard and lover.
Speaking of bodyguard, there were guards everywhere. Sunggyu’s house was so big that if Woohyun wasn’t with Sungyeol, he’d probably be lost.
“S-Sungyeol?”
“Yes?”
“What does...Sunggyu do?”
“Why didn’t you ask him straight instead of me?”, Sungyeol frowned.
Suddenly, Woohyun looked so troubled. “I...I don’t know. I’m...I’m just scared...”
“Hey, he’s your boyfriend, right? So there’s really nothing for you to be scared of.”
Boyfriend?
Woohyun blushed at the thought. That’s right, Woohyun. Sunggyu’s your...lover...right? He recalled the few nights he’s been sleeping peacefully with Sunggyu’s arms around him. What do people call it-cuddling? Woohyun had been snuggling close to Sunggyu lately, he just loved to inhale Sunggyu’s scent...and those strong arms around him... Woohyun blushed even more at the thought.
But even so, Woohyun still didn’t talk more. He was the quiet type, even to his family. There were a lot-hundreds, perhaps millions-of questions that he’s been wanting to ask Sunggyu, but he was scared. He didn’t even know why he was scared. Sunggyu was really nice to him.
Woohyun thought about his science project for a while. He’s been skipping classes, he didn’t go home, he wondered if people were trying to look for him...or even wondering if he was sick. Woohyun was occupied with his own thoughts and snapped back to reality as a cheerful voice called Sungyeol’s name.
“Sungyeol-hyung!”
“Jongie!”, Sungyeol cheerily called back and a small figure ran to Sungyeol. “What brings you here?”
“Sunggyu-hyung, of course,” the male smiled kindly. “Eh? This is?”
Sungyeol cleared his throat. “Woohyun, this is Sungjong. Sungjong, this is Woohyun... Sunggyu’s boyfriend.”
Sungjong’s eyes widened at the last sentence. “Boyfriend?”
Woohyun tried to shake his head, but failed to do so. Somehow, the phrase fits...
“I-I see,” Sungjong stuttered and glanced at Woohyun from head to toe. He forced a smile. “He’s-he’s beautiful.”
Woohyun didn’t know why Sungjong stared at him sadly like that. He was also beautiful, he was pretty, even prettier than any girls, Woohyun thought. His body was slender and his lips were tempting. And his style was outstanding. Even though Woohyun didn’t sure if he’s gonna be able to wear such bright colors anywhere.
Sungyeol and Sungjong were talking-and the latter was still avoiding Woohyun’s eyes-and it was L who told Sungyeol that he’s still got a piano lesson for the day. Sungyeol groaned mournfully and before L had to drag him, he wisely bid the maknae goodbye and left Woohyun alone with him.
“I think I’ll go home,” Sungjong said and stood up.
Go home? Like a lightning bolt, a thought suddenly struck Woohyun.
“Can I come with you?”
Sungjong frowned at him for a moment. “...sure. Where are you heading?”
Woohyun’s heart was beating like crazy. Finally, finally a chance to escape. Wait, escape? So he’s just gonna leave Sunggyu-just like that? No...wait, he can always come back... Yeah, after he convinced his parents that he’s okay, he’s gonna go back...
He walked with a loud heartbeat that he’s afraid Sungjong will be able to hear it. The guards didn’t seem to mind as he followed Sungjong to the limousine and they drove away. Woohyun almost cheered in excitement.
The journey was quiet since Sungjong didn’t talk to him much-he just kept on staring at his phone, the sound of beeping was heard as his slender fingers were touching the screen. Woohyun noticed his phone was the same brand with Sunggyu’s-he wondered for a moment, does it cost a fortune to buy one?
“Ah, here,” Woohyun said and the driver pulled over the car. His house was still two blocks away, but he just didn’t want Sungjong to know where he lives. “Thank you, Sungjong. Thank you very much.”
Woohyun got out of the car and Sungjong lazily waved. He then quickly dialed Sunggyu’s number.
“Hyung? I just met your boyfriend.”
***
Woohyun grabbed the door knob, but it wouldn’t budge. He frowned. It was still locked. His father probably at work right now, his brother must be at school, and his mother...she probably went out shopping. He took a spare key under the flower pot and unlocked it. Woohyun stepped in carefully.
“Umma? Appa?”
The room was dark, and Woohyun’s hand traced the wall to find the switch.
“I’m home...”
He found the switch and turned the light on. Woohyun’s eyes widened.
“What the...?”
His house was empty. And by empty, he meant really, really empty. There was no furniture, no electronics, not even a single thing. Woohyun covered his mouth in confusion and he went to his room. His room was also empty. His bed wasn’t even there. He tried Boohyun’s room, but it was the same. Woohyun was breathless. His mind was hazy, and he was confused.
“Hey, who are you?”
Woohyun turned his head to the voice and stared at two males. They looked like thugs.
“Hey, we got ourselves a pretty one-how lucky,” the taller one snickered.
“I think I know him-hey, he’s the one who was bought by that Kim kid!”
“That Kim kid? Oh, you mean the gangster?”
Woohyun’s eyes widened and he took a step back. Sunggyu? A gangster?
“Yeah, whose father is in Japan because he’s also a yakuza...”
“W-what are you talking about?”, Woohyun braved himself to talk. “I-I was bought by-“
“Didn’t you know?”, the shorter one frowned. “Your family had such a huge debt they decided to sell you to the mafia. How cruel is that?”
Woohyun could feel the tears were threatening to fall. Umma? Appa? Boohyun?
“They left you behind and ran away during the night,” they were starting to walk closer to Woohyun. “They sold you as a payment to their debt.”
“D-don’t come closer,” Woohyun whispered. He was so scared right now.
One of the male lunged to him and Woohyun screamed. He was shoved against the wall roughly and his hands were gripped above his head. The other male was starting to work on his jeans. Woohyun tried to fight, but it was useless. He bit the hand of his attacker who was covering his mouth.
“Oh my goodness, it’s so smooth,” the male who was working on his jeans was starting to caress Woohyun’s stomach.
Sunggyu! I’m scared!
“Hurry up, I can’t wait!”
Woohyun closed his eyes in fear and tears finally fell to cheek. Sunggyu!
“What were you trying to do?”
The two men froze as they heard a cold, deadly voice. They turned their heads to find Sunggyu was staring at them calmly, with his hands fished to his pockets. Behind him was L and another scary looking person, he looks like a Kenyan.
“You were trying to lay a hand upon what’s mind, weren’t you?”
They let Woohyun go and the latter fell limp to the floor. He was trembling and clutch his arms.
“W-we’re terribly sorry!”
“Not acceptable. L, Dongwoo,” Sunggyu held up his hand and snapped his fingers. “You know what to do.”
L nodded and Dongwoo cracked his arms, ready for a fight. They went outside and Woohyun could hear faint screaming.
Sunggyu kept staring at him, and Woohyun could only stare back with his tears.
“What are you going to do now, Woohyun?”
Sunggyu’s eyes softened as he kneeled down beside Woohyun.
“Do you want to take revenge on your parents who sold you out and let them taste equal suffering?”
Sunggyu...loves me since the beginning.
“Whatever your wish is, I will grant it.”
He loves me...even when he knows my parents sold me to him...
“All you have to do is to say it.”
“...love me...”
It came out as a whisper, Sunggyu had a hard time catching it. “I’m sorry?”
“Please...love me...”, Woohyun winced in pain and threw himself at Sunggyu. “Please...just hold me...”
Sunggyu’s eyes widened at the request.
***
Sunggyu kissed Woohyun gently as he pushed the latter on the bed. Woohyun closed his eyes and laced his hand with Sunggyu’s.
Woohyun didn’t know what he’s feeling. He was confused, he was hurt, he was sad, he was shameful...but most of all, he wanted Sunggyu. Sunggyu had been kissing him and Woohyun desperately clung to him, unable to let go. Sunggyu’s kisses were sweet, it was comforting, it was calming, and Woohyun felt like his heart could burst out any minute.
Sunggyu’s hand was trailing beneath his shirt and a thumb jerked over his nipple.
Woohyun let out a shy moan, feeling defeated completely. He let Sunggyu removed all the clothes from his body, and when he was already naked, he could feel Sunggyu’s touch was burning on his skin, leaving him wanting more. His body was flipped, and Woohyun shuddered as Sunggyu’s lips were tracing the back of his shoulder...to his back...down to his spine...his hip...
...and there.
Woohyun cried as Sunggyu slid his tongue to Woohyun’s entrance. He even cried more when Sunggyu’s hand was touching his length, unable to hold the pleasure. Woohyun is a virgin and Sunggyu knew it.
“S-Sunggyu!”, Woohyun cried out as Sunggyu didn’t seem to be stopping his tongue from exploring Woohyun’s entrance.
How could he stop, when Woohyun was crying his name in such a sexy way?
“Ngh! Ah! Sunggyu!”
Sunggyu stopped for a moment, but his hand stayed on Woohyun’s length.
Dammit, his moaning is driving Sunggyu crazy. He flipped Woohyun over and claimed those lips again. Their kisses were wet and loving that Woohyun wondered how come exchanging saliva like this didn’t even disgust him. Woohyun was already sweating as Sunggyu hovered above him, his hand on Woohyun’s flat stomach.
Sunggyu stopped for a moment and Woohyun stared at the man above him, breathless. He was the first man to touch him and from the way Sunggyu had been treating him, touching him...Woohyun felt so, so precious.
His legs were opened and Woohyun closed his eyes in fear.
“Open your eyes.”
Woohyun slowly opened his eyes and blushed as Sunggyu’s face was close. Their lips met once again.
“I love you.”
Woohyun’s eyes widened at the sudden statement but he soon forgot it as Sunggyu thrusted into him.
He screamed. He cried. He grabbed Sunggyu’s shoulders so tight he’s afraid he might hurt the older male.
But it was...
Woohyun threw his head back in pleasure and Sunggyu sucked his exposed neck.
“Ah!”
How many times has he cried shamefully like that tonight?
“S-Sunggyu!”
How many times has he cried Sunggyu’s name in ecstasy tonight?
Woohyun couldn’t stop being so vocal, and he could feel he’s coming soon. Sunggyu kissed him over and over again so that Woohyun’s voice only came out muffling. They finally came in unison, and Woohyun just couldn’t stop crying Sunggyu’s name. Even when he stopped trembling from the pleasure and Sunggyu held him tight, kissing the dried tears on his face, he could feel Sunggyu’s breath on him that’s filled with love-
Love?
Woohyun opened his eyes, his cheeks were still crimson red-both from the activity and his feeling, his own feeling, and stared at Sunggyu’s orbs with a feeling he’s never felt before. Sunggyu was also sweating, and he smiled-smiled fondly at Woohyun.
“I love you,” Sunggyu whispered against Woohyun’s lips.
“Don’t let me go,” Woohyun whispered back.
“Never.”
Sunggyu entwined their fingers together and he kissed the slender fingers lightly.
“You’re...the first man...”, Woohyun shyly said. He didn’t even know why he should say that.
Sunggyu raised his brows. “Hopefully I’ll be the last, too.”
Woohyun found himself smiling at the statement. “I’d love that.”
Sunggyu chuckled, covered their bodies with the blanket and pulled Woohyun closer.
Woohyun wondered what the feeling was. The feeling so strong he’s scared his heart would blow up. The feeling to have Sunggyu all to himself. The feeling of...scared of losing him.
Is it love?
Sunggyu already closed his eyes and he took a deep sigh.
Woohyun bit his lip before calling his name.
“Gyu?”
“Hm?”
“I love you too...”
Sunggyu’s eyes snapped open and he stared at Woohyun in surprise. But beneath that surprise, Woohyun could feel that he was happy. Woohyun smiled and kissed his lips softly.
I think I really do.
Kim Sunggyu...
Of my own will...I became your true lover.
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