The Symbolism of Smiling into Your Fingertips. - 1/1

[florentineeggs]

The Symbolism of Smiling into Your Fingertips. (yunho/jaejoong)
1 196 words. angst. PG

YunJae is SM's greatest victory. But it gets out of hand and they control it the only way they know how-- by ignoring the fact that they are human beings.

◦This was so spontaneous even I have no idea what happened.

Comments

[kannuki_neru]

Nononononononononooooo do you honestly want me to bleed my heart out? ;__; I'm not coherent right now, all I come up with is 'Nooooo!' kdybkqeryqjrjq and I watched SBS-R Power FM not long ago and somehow two things mixed in my mind to create a giant pile of angst ;___;

I loved it but I feel so weak and crushed right now ;__; I guess it's a good thing in connection to writing.. sort of xD

[florentineeggs]

Adlksfjs I'm so sorryyyy it seems like I can't write anything other than heartbreaking angst. D: (ohgod, the JaeMong, did it not stun you into a horrible fascination?)

Emotions from writing are always a good thing in my eyes, even if they're terrible emotions. ♥ You're so lovely for commentinggg, honestly. <33 I'll try and write something less painful next time, want to give me a prompt/pairing?

[kannuki_neru]

It's quite okay, because your angst is beautiful ♥ Even if it does shatter me into tiny, tiny pieces D: But have you realized that each angsty piece you write is more heartbreaking than the previous one? *nervous laughter*
That's the point - JaeMong kind of killed me and I felt honestly sick. But then I started looking too deep into things and jyejqeyqjeqhwejhj sadness.

Ah! I don't have any idea for a prompt.. as long as it's something you write I'll like it xD Wait, on second thoughts I have something xD Jaeho first night together! Explicit or not, it doesn't matter ;p Ahaha ~ unless you're not comfortable with it, then anything's fine :D

[florentineeggs]

D: Oh nooo -picks up all the little pieces- You can't breakkk, I need to you to read my fic :')
Really?? I always thought that 'Shatter' was the peak of angst, and then after that it started to wind down. I don't actually post what I write in the order that I've written it. Apex and Sampling were both written after Shatter, if my memory hasn't betrayed me. lkdfjadf need to practice writing happier fic, that part's true enough;;
Have you seen the one second YunJae from the radio show yet? It's amazinggg. ♥

Aww you're so sweet x) ♥ I don't mind it, when the inspiration strikes I'll definitely write and post it.

[imie_schweetzel]

omgggggggggggg tears...T___________T

my worries materialize into words in your hands. ive noticed the lack of yunjaeness recently, even started worrying (losing sleep because of this @___@) that they might encounter something like dz. it felt so real, hit so close to home. omo my heart bleeds.

yunjae. no no u r so real. if its hurt to show ur affection to please us, then dont. be together, although its only behind closed door. coz we wish nothing but love and everything good for u two.

ohhh im so emo after reading this..it..just..hurts. T_____T

u r so brave at spitting our fear into words. kudos to u *claps**

[florentineeggs]

dalksf Yes! Compared to their old days, YunJae really is lacking now. Even if it seems a little measured, a little forced. Please don't lose sleep over it! ♥ Happy Together is coming soon, and they seem to be making a very quiet comeback.

Awwwghsdkj I'm glad it touched you so heavily. And it's good to see that I'm not the only one that has noticed the lack of it lately, thanks for reading and commenting. ♥

[carmini_]

i have to agree that there HAS been a lot of yoosu and a lack of yunjae lately too... and i agree with imie_schweetzel... you have put our fears into words... ;____;
but this is my FAVOURITE kind of reality Yunjae... no fluff, no romance... just angst and want and raw emotion, and seemingly the whole world standing between them... <3333 &

[florentineeggs]

The YooSu is driving me insane, it's almost as cheesy as it was for YunJae back then. I'd believe it more if it weren't for the fact that YunJae's AADBSK couple talk totally oust them on their commercial value.

♥ Oh wow, lovely description--! more often than not, I find that the world does tend to stand between them rather cruelly. Thank you for the wonderful review! ♥

[lollyribena]

;__________________; wai, wai my poor bleeding heart. When they came back to Korea, it's as if Yunjae -died-. Nothing happen, nada. We YJ fans were clinging to a single piece of YJ love while Yoosu were promoting themselves like hotcakes.

Thank you so, so much for putting our feelings into words. It perfectly depicts (maybe) this is what happened to Yunjae.

♥♥♥ loves for you.

[florentineeggs]

God, my sentiments exactly. A single glance was enough to send us through the roof, and YooSu got chin grabs and arms-over-shoulders and sweet giggling.

Not at all, thank you for reading and commenting. ♥ ♥ For me, the feeling is a little like, "what happen D8," and I needed some sort of justification, self created or otherwise.

Thank youuuuu :'D ♥

[rangikucharlize]

my heart just cracked a bit ;_____; this was so heart breaking and omg, can't take it~ No no no no no!!!! YunJae must live on~ :(
it was amazing b~! <3

[rangikucharlize]

and omigosh, listening to the BEST song for this <3 T.I.'s My life your entertainment

so depressing :(

[florentineeggs]

Oh god, did I break every single heart that read this?