The Symbolism of Smiling into Your Fingertips. - 1/1

[florentineeggs]

The Symbolism of Smiling into Your Fingertips. (yunho/jaejoong)
1 196 words. angst. PG

YunJae is SM's greatest victory. But it gets out of hand and they control it the only way they know how-- by ignoring the fact that they are human beings.

◦This was so spontaneous even I have no idea what happened.

Comments

[kannuki_neru]

Nononononononononooooo do you honestly want me to bleed my heart out? ;__; I'm not coherent right now, all I come up with is 'Nooooo!' kdybkqeryqjrjq and I watched SBS-R Power FM not long ago and somehow two things mixed in my mind to create a giant pile of angst ;___;

I loved it but I feel so weak and crushed right now ;__; I guess it's a good thing in connection to writing.. sort of xD

[florentineeggs]

Adlksfjs I'm so sorryyyy it seems like I can't write anything other than heartbreaking angst. D: (ohgod, the JaeMong, did it not stun you into a horrible fascination?)

Emotions from writing are always a good thing in my eyes, even if they're terrible emotions. ♥ You're so lovely for commentinggg, honestly. <33 I'll try and write something less painful next time, want to give me a prompt/pairing?

[kannuki_neru]

It's quite okay, because your angst is beautiful ♥ Even if it does shatter me into tiny, tiny pieces D: But have you realized that each angsty piece you write is more heartbreaking than the previous one? *nervous laughter*
That's the point - JaeMong kind of killed me and I felt honestly sick. But then I started looking too deep into things and jyejqeyqjeqhwejhj sadness.

Ah! I don't have any idea for a prompt.. as long as it's something you write I'll like it xD Wait, on second thoughts I have something xD Jaeho first night together! Explicit or not, it doesn't matter ;p Ahaha ~ unless you're not comfortable with it, then anything's fine :D

[florentineeggs]

D: Oh nooo -picks up all the little pieces- You can't breakkk, I need to you to read my fic :')
Really?? I always thought that 'Shatter' was the peak of angst, and then after that it started to wind down. I don't actually post what I write in the order that I've written it. Apex and Sampling were both written after Shatter, if my memory hasn't betrayed me. lkdfjadf need to practice writing happier fic, that part's true enough;;
Have you seen the one second YunJae from the radio show yet? It's amazinggg. ♥

Aww you're so sweet x) ♥ I don't mind it, when the inspiration strikes I'll definitely write and post it.

[kannuki_neru]

Perhaps it's just like that: I read one angsty piece -> my heart breaks, I read another angsty piece -> what is left of my heart breaks again and so it continues xD And 'Shatter' was posted after 'Sampling' and 'Apex' so for me the level of sadness gradually increases ;p

Ah yes! And I can't be upset about Mongs or not Mongs for a long time when all it takes is another round of 'messages from members to members' to turn me into a pile of fluff.

Yay, I'll certainly look forward to it ♥

[florentineeggs]

Oh right;; OH GOD NEED TO WRITE HAPPY FIC, I AM GRADUALLY KILLING ALL MY READERS, THE FEW OF THEM THAT THERE ARE ;__;

And that handgrab? That squishified meeee ♥ it was so casual looking~ but very reminiscent of the old YunJae