i almost fuckin forgot, i had a dream of a gwar show last night, very small crowd and casual, and they weren't in costume. just the dudes standing there singing in this small club! wtf.....

i remember Brockie sitting in a chair singing while the other guys were up playing.

with your annoying fucking voice and your cunt-like attitude.

coulrophobia, as fear of clowns is clinically known.

happy fockin bday to me, again, yayayaya.

and its already much better than last year.

i've realized i don't write as much now. do i need a muse? do i need inspiration? or do i just need something to bitch about? who knows, but it hit me today that i'm seriously lacking in anything new for epiphanies and realizations. perhaps i feel stable, or perhaps something else keeps me from writing. i guess some things might be hard to ( Read more... )

things are pretty official now with my new girl Becka, so if i've seemingly disappeared...well, i'm probably with her...or being distracted.....

;)

things are good right now, i'm happy...i'm enjoying the way things are going.

bah humbug!

beck is great, we hung out, talked, played....she's awesome. i think it's something that could work out pretty well, but we'll see. i'm keeping my fingers crossed, she has great lips...we kiss nicely, we fit nicely...

just need to make note...another synchronicity....4:50pm just thought about talking to my mother, she called.