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[flickmyswitch]

Apologies, if this actually gets posted publicly - I haven't decided yet, as I'm really not sure if I want other people involved in this part of my headspace. This is going to be very disjointed, a random accuulation of thoughts I've had recently, some of which have seen me pull the car over in order to scrabble around for writing materials just so

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[rolinator]

Maybe you liked the idea of Toby and you like the reality of Will?

[flickmyswitch]

Who knows? I certainly don't - that is after all, what makes it a pondering, a musing, instead of a statement. I was pretty bloody convinced that I was in love though.. funny, I can barely stand to be around him anymore. Which makes work an interesting situation at the moment, as he's my immediate boss at my primary venue!

[anonymous]

Flick you were absolutely not weak, pathetic or obsessed. You need to know that. It's hard in a situation like that one to see things clearly. You keep trying against all odds, even when you know what is best for you. It's the little bit of hope that it 'might work' that keeps you hangin in there. The most difficult thing is to know when enough is enough and when to draw the line. You deserved better, you know it and you're better off for it.

I know we dont know each other really really well but give me a yell if you like...
chrisbean