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It's pretty sad how censored Facebook is for me. I have twitter, but it's limiting. I want to complain, I want to vent and bitch and there's just not a lot of room in fb for that. I'm frustrated with closing on a house. I would love to complain about it in fb but my realtors on there and u don't want her to think it's her fault. So there. Grrrr
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I don't know why I'm a little sad today? Got good news yesterday.. Maybe it's Bc it's early and I got up around 2:30?? Feeling overwhelmed by everything... House stuff, baby stuff.. Seeing the ob today, time to start making plans for delivery, surgery etc. is it ok yet to say I'm scared and nervous and not looking forward to this csection? I think ( Read more... ) -
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Amniocentesis came back negative for downs, trisomy 13 & 18 and extra sex chromosome. Feel relieved, feel grateful. I was at the point where I would have lived and dealt with and learned to embrace pretty much any outcome. I could hardly comprehend 13 & 18 and what it would be like to give birth to a baby who lives for a few hours. It's all so ( Read more... ) -
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Baby boy has a heart defect. This has all been happening so fast. Pray for us.
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busy. intense. a little frazzled. awesome. grateful. overwhelmed ( Read more... ) -
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Checking out at the Troy Library, the nice older lady behind the counter starts going through my movies: Gothika, The Unborn, Slither *I CHIME IN ABOUT RIGHT HERE ( Read more... ) -
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This kettle of fish
that feathery fire
I busily name
each whim and distraction
mucking about
in channels where
the swell and flame
were born
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need a minute.
wow. overwhelmed, spinning with information and options.
big life decisions to be made, very soon.
need some time to sit with all of this, find some calm, and listen to my inner voice about what is best for me. -
wow.
I can't believe she's almost seven. I kept asking her when she was getting her learner's permit, her license. She said she already has it.
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Fast, tell it all. Get it out before you forget all of this, all of them. I can't get it out fast enough, maybe I'll sit down and write more later. We must. These stories, these people. Dave Ferger, Tray Gardner.
me.
Don't cry until you get to the car, girl.