Fic: Grace - Chapter 18 (part 2)

[flash_indie]

Title: Grace - Chapter 18 (part 2)
Rating: M
Fandom: P!atd (Brendon/Ryan)

Ryan answers the door, and this, it has to be a first; I’m so used to Spencer, to Clare or someone else, to people I don’t know, people with sharp eyes and sharper tongues and heavy fists, so used to crashing into, imploding against these people instead.

His eyes are soft, but

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[flash_indie]

You're welcome! and thank you. Sincerely. Seriously.

[alice091]

uh.

Your memoirs, it’s you unlocking it, it’s you finding yourself in a room with bloodstained, shit-stained floors, torn curtains, broken windows. It’s you stuck in a room where the rain pokes through the shattered glass and runs races down the walls like the tears you never cried.

Your memoirs, it’s you picking up a bucket, a mop, a broom, a rag and it’s you cleaning until your arms ache, until your heart throbs and your muscles burn and all of you is so lost in history that you can’t quite find yourself until you clean, until you write yourself back to present day.

.and.

The residue of my heart still litters all my organs, every ounce of me, but instead of aching, instead of feeling the loss, those little parts of me are swelling, spreading that emotion, that love to everywhere, to my lungs and my toes and my intestines, this warmth, I feel it.

.and.

I don’t want to sound clichéd, I don’t want to sound overly obnoxious or as if I’m spewing the same bullshit that every second man does. The point is, when one door closes,

[flash_indie]

Sad it's over too, but thank you. ^^

[elenlor_edhelen]

Damn, it's over. However, the ending was amazing, highly fitting of a beautiful story.

While it was going on, this was by far the best story going on in the Panic! fandom, and all the other fandoms I read for. Your updates brightened my life a little. I will miss the story, a lot. I will feel its absense. But now that it's over, it can be tacked onto my metaphorical best-stories-I've-ever-read wall, to be re-read and remembered.

I hope you plan on starting another one very, very soon, as your stories shine in a mess of mediocre writing.

[flash_indie]

*blushblushblush* Thank you so much! You're all too lovely for me, to me.

Uh, I've got quite a few ideas in the mix, a plethora of half-finished one-shots, many-a started epic. ^^ I don't know, it all depends on what I finished/am happy with first.

I don't know.

[foolish_somnium]

So, my first word that I will say is "sorry" - because I have to apologize that I never commented before.I guess I was too shy, or simply didn't know what to say.
This time, I am speechless too.There are many word I want to use - amazing, wonderful, heartbreaking in a good way-if a heartbreak can be good- ,incredible, awesome, beautiful, real.But, nothing is enough. Maybe, when I say, this isn't just fanfiction this isn't a story,this is a life that you created on the paper, it will at least sound a little bit like I want this to sound-like something special.<3

[flash_indie]

Thnk you so much.

[ima_species]

i cannot think of a single word to say right now.
this was/is/always will be amazing beyond words.
and everything about it is just so...cant think of the word.
but it drags you in wanting more.
even the very last sentence.
i think, during this, you managed to make me feel every emotion possible.
and, thank you.
for writing a fan-fucking-tastic fic, its just...dfalhbvgdfv amazing.
<33Arni

[ima_species]

also, coz ima fool, i logged into the wrong account, i normally comment under the name oui_mu_sissu.

[flash_indie]

Thank you so much.