Fic: Grace - Chapter 18 (part 2)

[flash_indie]

Title: Grace - Chapter 18 (part 2)
Rating: M
Fandom: P!atd (Brendon/Ryan)

Ryan answers the door, and this, it has to be a first; I’m so used to Spencer, to Clare or someone else, to people I don’t know, people with sharp eyes and sharper tongues and heavy fists, so used to crashing into, imploding against these people instead.

His eyes are soft, but

Comments

[alice091]

uh.

Your memoirs, it’s you unlocking it, it’s you finding yourself in a room with bloodstained, shit-stained floors, torn curtains, broken windows. It’s you stuck in a room where the rain pokes through the shattered glass and runs races down the walls like the tears you never cried.

Your memoirs, it’s you picking up a bucket, a mop, a broom, a rag and it’s you cleaning until your arms ache, until your heart throbs and your muscles burn and all of you is so lost in history that you can’t quite find yourself until you clean, until you write yourself back to present day.

.and.

The residue of my heart still litters all my organs, every ounce of me, but instead of aching, instead of feeling the loss, those little parts of me are swelling, spreading that emotion, that love to everywhere, to my lungs and my toes and my intestines, this warmth, I feel it.

.and.

I don’t want to sound clichéd, I don’t want to sound overly obnoxious or as if I’m spewing the same bullshit that every second man does. The point is, when one door closes, thirty windows open.

You just have to choose which one you’re gonna leap through.

perfect. amazing. speechless. *memories*. sad it's over.

[flash_indie]

Sad it's over too, but thank you. ^^