i have a new livejournal cuz i dont like this one so dont read this one anymore or you will be sadly dissapointed... my new one is http://www.livejournal.com/users/_RIP_my_HEART_ have fun

2 days ago:i can't really remember...matt prolly threw sumthing at me at lunch though...and chris doesnt know im alive anymore even though he was the one that hated us not talking but w/e ( Read more... )

What do you think of me ( Read more... )

we're on speaking terms...i hate it...i dont hate the fact that we're speaking but i hate it that that's all...i don't think i would be able to end up being just friends with him...it would eat at me from the inside out until i couldn't take the pain anymore...i guess we'll see in the days to come ( Read more... )

yoUrhomIeTodd: banks suck anyeays ( Read more... )

i ghettoed up my backpack with duct tape and safety pins cuz it broke...and i have undergarments complete with the superman symbol and a condom pocket ( Read more... )

i still love him...more than even i could have ever imagined...

i hate this...i really do...you know, the day that people start treating me like a regular fuckin human being will be like...the best day of my life. people treat me like all i am is an clumsy, retarded idiot with no responsibility or feelings. its fuckin depressing...and i hate it ( Read more... )

i fucking hate the world and i just wish i were dead. i truly do. i think i just may because i've got nothing to live for anymore. the only person i truly loved, trusted and cared for has left me for someone else so im left with no one. thats good enough, right? i gotta go think and cry.

you know what? the world can go fuck itself...i dont really know why cuz i've been having a pretty good weekend so far but w/e. i want to blow up the world and live on those new planets they discovered...yeah, thats right. they've found new planets or so i've heard.

i stapled my fucking finger trying to figure out why the damn staple wasn't coming ( Read more... )