before the future lay ahead
covered in shadow
a path to be trodden
and ridden out to the end

you are not safe
in the middle of the 'path'
in a building
wrapped from each corner in time

instead, you are on the edge
there is no path
no shadow covering what could be
there only is what is.

dragged out too far
inevitable it would snap
on my side cold and brittle peices
on yours, a sobbing, soggy mess
this is the time- this is it

enough. i'm through.
there's no more for me.
not in you.

see you at the bitter end

i can control the harsh flame ( Read more... )

even when the clouds seem so dense
the sun eventually breaks through;
the nature of the universe is balance.
If there is dark, there must also be light.

In my closet, and under my bed is where the monster Mr.Misery rears his ugly head.

Hello, Mr. Misery
the monster in my closet
I can't sleep
because my misery
it glows
so bright
my misery
it glows
in the dark
an eerie green light
my misery glows
in the dark
keeping me up
I can't get any peace
I pray for darkness
to shut out misery-
the glowing

there lies the tiny
the shrill
the nagging
the one
consistant
voice
the lies the big
the tormenting
the scary
the one
consistant
question:

do i want
to do this
anymore?

the rotten stink
or rejection
may have two effects:

have one forever
pinching their nose
in their own pity

or propel one forward
to escape the stench,
wiser now.

deprave me of my mind- food ( Read more... )

its hiding ( Read more... )

I'm angry with time!
Choke it- make it stand still!
Spin the globe backward
to capture lost moments
father time, put down your foot
and stop the marching
forward, forward
always forward
forever moving; time
just slow
to let me grasp you
let me embrace your stillness
and experience the stark weight
of the immobile
just once.