now, going on the thought that sarah is a drug, or that the essence of her is a drug, the cd i made for her embodying that essence.. then the only way past it should be an anti-drug, or an anit-sarah cd.. now don't get me wrong, this isn't anything like me being an asshole, this is me trying to deal with something that i have no clue how to deal ( Read more... )

i wrote this the other night shortly after seeing sarah, more or less a mental note ( Read more... )

so last night was good times and all on a whim for the most part... i went to rocky horror in harvard square with amelia, lief, and his girl megan... wow, what a boring spelling.. the best spelling of taht name is my ex, meaghan... but yes, rocky horror... was a little baked on the way in, got wicked baked on the way out...and they said they were ( Read more... )

there is a storm coming ( Read more... )

i hate people... people suck... and this isn't normal depressive bullshit, this is people being 2 faced assholes.. people saying that their my friends and then turning around and being asshole...i want to move.. no clue where but i want to get away from here... there's too much pain here... i wanted to move somewhere where no one knows me and just ( Read more... )

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so after spending the entire day at anime boston, you'd think that i'd want to write about it more than this, it was awesome, but nope, that's all that i'm really writing about the con.. for now...but the main reason i'm even writing right now is because of a girl that was at the con... now i noticed her a lot during the day, i mean A LOT, but not ( Read more... )

so i was just in the shower, and i started thinking.. first about my leg, and how i can't feel it.. and then in a flash everything from the past 2 years went by my eyes and none of it seemed really, none of the relationships, none of the jobs, none of the events since my last car accident have seemed to be real....even now, nothing seems to be real ( Read more... )

i'm just wondering, does anyone know where someone might meet a hot gothy chick?

is it bad that i've stopped caring? about what tj, one might ask if there was anyone to ask... well self, i've stopped caring about everything... i believe that i had reached what one might call a psychotic break... often displaying sociopathic tendencies.. in simple terms, tj don't give a fuck about shit.. got that? i plan on never again having a ( Read more... )