im in love with a girl who lives  900miles away.
lame? yea, i though so. 

in all my years, i have never had dreams like these.

i just wish they would fucking stop.

i love how i always get caught in a revolving door.
never seems to end.
can never find a way out.
i just keep going around and around and around, until i break down.

shit never ends.

ITS FRIEND!
NOT FRAN, OR FRANDS, OR FRANDZ.

ITS FRIENDS DAMNIT.

WHY DOES EVERY TREND RUIN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE?
FUCKING KIDS.

ok, had to get that out.
its been bothering me for a while.

until next time...

never ever, ever, ever attempt to be my friend and go say some bullshit behind my back. i will make you regret the day you were born.
ill make you feel like pure scum.

and the funny thing is, i dont have to lift 1 finger.

haha.
sucks for you doesnt it?

ive noticed that ive been drinking entirely too much.
to the point where i dont remember shit.
this entire weekend.
is that a good thing?
sometimes.

but im just usin it to push my emotions aside.
fuck.
haha.
dont know what else to do besides drink.
nothin else really makes me happy.
cheers?

missed DTN tonight ( Read more... )

ill never be happy.
ill never find anyone right.
im too picky.
im way too fucking nice.

ahhh.
damn.
why do i always get fuckd over.
shit.
maybe cause im mexican.
cause im too nice.
cause im not the jock anymore.
haha.

goodnight.

i can fucking see right through you. you have everyone else fooled, and you think you have me fooled, but you dont. i can see your fake bullshit from a mile away. you're fucking dead to me.

on a lighter note, everyone watch the trailer for 1-18-08.
movie looks fucking nuts.

bye.

so the last year has been informative, refreshing and pretty sweet. but ive come to realize some things about myself. im in a great position where i stand. great job, new truck, new apartment on the way, but its not where i want to be. i dont want to do this construction bullshit for the rest of my life. its not what i want to do. i dont want to ( Read more... )