Fuck you birthday ( Read more... )

I have a quiz in chemistry tomorrow and i have no clue what is going on in the class, so i'm taking advantage of the free tutoring services at the school and i went there before class today. I can very easily see myself spending a lot of time there. it was very encouraging. It's just a bunch of students, some alone, some with others, working on ( Read more... )

Dear Journal.

Okay. So interview at bed, bath and beyond?? Fail. Big fail. What kind of a man tells you "Look, if you're trying to pay your rent, I wouldn't suggest working here". I'll tell you what kind of a man. An honest man. So yesterday I left practically in tears trying to think of what I should do. I applied to two more places (I wish I've ( Read more... )

I happily have two more interviews thank jesus.

Dear journal,

Finally!

A small grain of hope! I mere twinge of excitement! I feel as if God himself has looked away from the upper class for one second and has shone his gracious smile on ME. An interview. Of course in the grand scheme of things it means nothing (in fact the supervisor sounded quite unsure as to whether or not he was hiring). But no ( Read more... )

Dear journal,

I'm ready to turn you around. Done with the high school self-pity, ready to move on to bigger and better self-pity. The post-high school, mid-college type of pity that truly does concern my livelihood. The type of self-pity that can be described by asking, "can I really afford this stack of cheese slices?". The type that gives up the ( Read more... )

the best advice i've ever heard in my fucking life.

"
There's never a good way to break up. That's why I've never done it. Just fade away….
"

Dear Clorox ( Read more... )

Dear Brewser ( Read more... )

soon i'm going down to florida for about two weeks ( Read more... )