I'm dying to go to Disney. We all have the summer off from school together for the last time - Katelyn will be working soon and could take days off but it will be different - and it would be such a chance to relax and let off some steam after this horrible 15 months. I need to pay off debt and build savings first.

I would want to get the best ( Read more... )

If I really sit and think about leaving or divorcing, I don't want to. I do care about him and a big part of me doesn't want to deal with the drama and financial stress that would come with divorce. I'm angry and sad and scared and a whole lot of other complicated feelings. I guess I sound like a coward or a stupid asshole.

I'm sitting in Brendon's hospital room waiting for him to get back from a procedure. He was admitted on Thursday for a parathyroidectomy and was supposed to go home Friday but his fistula clotted off and his electrolytes have been out of control so I've spent all of my break so far dealing with this. And so have the kids. I'm just over it. I can't ( Read more... )

Killing time before I have to get up for work. I wanted to write this down while it was still fresh.

The last night I worked, I had 3 patients. That's quite a lot for icu, even if they were not true icu patients. So I ran my ass off for the first 4 hours of my shift. And then we got an admission. The patient was coding as we got her and she didn't ( Read more... )

It really bothers me that nobody cared or wanted to celebrate when I got my bachelor's degree.

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  I can't believe I'm graduating tomorrow. It seems like just yesterday that I was walking into Techniques class and staring at 23 strangers (well, I met 2 of them at orientation) plus a professor who didn't smile at all that first day. I was scared I wouldn't make any friends which I'm sure was completely immature for an almost 35 year old woman. ( Read more... )

I am SUCH a dork. :3

I still need donations for the diabetes walk in November. Any size donation is greatly appreciated. Here's my page:

http://main.diabetes.org/site/TR/StepOut/JacksonvilleArea?px=7090357&pg=personal&fr_id=7831