no 1 mid western crush.

nope. still vain.

if not you, then the idea of you.

i dont know how to be your friend!

why arent you somewhere that doesnt exist to me

two years ago.

last year.

i dont know.

things.

i dont know what i want to hear.

but i really need to hear something.

make it hurt, it already does.

i dont know how i exist

when you exist

so separate and so far away

if you give a mouse a cookie...

the problem is that i want it all.

how can i not let go of this.