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fisher_queen

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Sep 29, 2011 12:04

Some weeks you just feel like figuring out how much the cost of a trip to Switzerland and the Dignitas clinic would actually BE. I feel like I've been run over by a fucking TRUCK again and again have woken up hating myself for not suiciding the night before. On the other hand, while my family pisses me off most of the time, I can actually deal ( Read more... )

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girlingoldboots September 29 2011, 16:54:43 UTC

Why can't they find out what's wrong with you, or are they convinced this is all in your head?

Besides, you have to stay alive because it obviously pisses off your family. *hugs gently*

fisher_queen September 29 2011, 17:02:44 UTC

That last sentence just made me crack up laughing. It's stuff like this that makes me aware I don't want to die because of any emotional reasons, which is a really good sign.

basically, they've tried a lot of tests and nothing crops up. The best they can find is that it's nerve damage from the botched gal bladder removal (Okay, so they got it out but really messed up my abdomen in the process) and then some fibro complications thrown in there. I'm actually really considering the idea of medical marijuana at this point, since the state allows for it if you get the exam and the next town over has a dispensary now. It almost feels like a sign.

girlingoldboots September 29 2011, 17:17:34 UTC

If you have to have the medical pot, then have it. Anything is better than being in pain.

Please tell me you've taken some sort of action/complaint against the doctor that did your surgery?